'her eyes was blue.'

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she looks at me and smiles. god, she's weird. i rolled off the loud and crumpled up bed as she got closer.

i grabbed my clothes on the carpet floor and rushed to the bathroom.

i slid down against the door, burying my puffy face into my palms.

i could actually hear my heart breaking. shattering into millions- no, jillion tiny little pieces.

feeling that i made every mistake possible.. or maybe that, i am the mistake in this world.

i quickly put on last night's outfit and dashed out the motel room as quickly as possible. without even informing her, she seems really confused.

and regrets starts to fill inside of me.

"but soomin has black eyes ."

i still hold onto the withered memories

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you lied to me 91 times.