45.Epiphany
Slowly walking forward after taking a deep breath, you tapped on Jieun's shoulder.
She turned around to look at you with a shocked expression, not expecting you to be here.
Jungkook removed his hand which was on Jieun's cheek earlier.
"Y-Y/n, it's not-" her words were cut off by you.
"Oh" you said. "What then? He's accidentally caressing your cheek while looking at you with admiration?" you asked and scoffed at the end.
Tears threatening to fall out of your eyes as you looked away.
"And you" you faced Jungkook. "This is what you meant by bringing a gift for our first anniversary, huh?" you asked and he looked down, not knowing what to say.
Jungkook felt a hard sting on his cheek, turning it red.
Turning around, you started running out of Jieun's house.
You wandered through the cold and empty streets, not knowing where to go or what to do.
Jungkook was your only family. And now, you found out that he was cheating on you with your only best friend.
Entering the dark alleyway, you slid down the wall.
Hugging your knees, you started sobbing while sitting on the concrete pavement.
The saddest thing is when you are in tears, you look around and realize that you have no one to lend you a shoulder to cry on.
It felt like someone kept stabbing your heart with a knife continuously.
You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it.
You finally realize what it really means.
Now you're paying for falling in love with him. You're paying with the only feeling in you, pain. And you know it's real when it hurts.
"Why am I such an idiot?" you mumbled to yourself as the night sky started pouring, drenching your body with rain water.
It was like the sky cried for you by hiding your tears.
Your remember the most beautiful line- 'But, I love you'.
And then the most painful one- 'I love you, but..'
What Jungkook gave you was the second one, the most painful one.
As you turned your head to the side, you found broken glass pieces on the floor.
The thunder rumbled as you picked up the piece of glass.
Slowly guiding it through your wrist, you saw the blood gushing out.
Piercing into your skin more deeper, you smiled weakly.
"Eomma, appa" you said. "I'm coming" you mumbled, your eyelids slowly closing.
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Jungkook gasped while waking up, tears streaming down his cheeks.
"Noona!" he called while looking at you who was enjoying your chocolate while sitting on the kitchen island.
Jungkook raised up his head which was laid on the kitchen island as he slept accidentally while simply lying his head there earlier.
Looking at his red and puffy eyes, you worriedly jumped off the kitchen island, knowing that Jungkook calls you 'noona', only when he is feeling unpleasant or anxious, or cutesy.
You could clearly tell that he was being a scared bunny right now.
"Baby bunny, what happened?" you asked and Jungkook immediately hugged you tightly.
Burying his face in your chest, he started sobbing uncontrollably like a kid.
"Yah! What happened?!" you started panicking after seeing your husband, the one who took your first kiss, the one whose first kiss you took, sob this hard.
"I h-had a n-nightmare" he stuttered in between his sobs and continued explaining you everything.
Once he finished, you burst out laughing, making Jungkook pout.
You laughed so hard to the point that tears came out of your eyes while your stomach started to hurt because of how much you laughed.
Finally controlling your laughter, you wiped the tears off the corner of your eyes.
Kissing the head of your husband who is a month younger than you, you cupped his cheeks.
"Kookie, even if you cheat on me, I'd rather kill you or move on with my own life" you said and wiped the tears off his cheeks. "But I know that you would never cheat on me" you said while kissing his forehead.
"H-How?" he asked while sniffling, resembling a baby.
You smiled and ruffled his hair.
"You're just too innocent to do that" you said. "Remember how you fainted the first time you saw me naked?" you asked and heat rushed up to his cheeks.
Jungkook could be the CEO of South Korea's top most companies.
But when it comes to you, he's totally the shy bunny who's completely clueless when it comes to intimate things.
"Maybe you had the nightmare because of the album I bought you for our third wedding anniversary" you simply said while going back to your former position as you sat on the kitchen island with legs criss cross.
Taking out his phone from his pocket, Jungkook make a call to someone and while hurriedly walking upstairs.
Half an hour later, Jungkook came back with a huge box in his hands.
Just then, the security guard too came in.
"Mr.Jeon" the security guard said as Jungkook handed over the box to the guard.
"You told me that your son is a fan of IU, right?" Jungkook asked and the security guard nodded.
"This box has all her albums and few other things a typical fanboy would have. I don't want to have this. Your son may like it" Jungkook said and the security guard helplessly nodded while walking away, carrying the box with him.
Jungkook turned back to you who was still in the same position he saw you thirty minutes ago, sitting with legs criss cross on the kitchen island.
"You didn't call her 'IU noona' this time" you said as Jungkook stood in front of you.
"Because only you are my noona" he said with a pout and hugged you.
"You seriously gave everything to him?" you asked and Jungkook nodded with his head resting on your chest.
"Is it because you think that it's because of her that you got the nightmare and she was in it too?" you asked as Jungkook pulled away slowly.
"Stop being a psychiatrist for sometime" he said with a pout and you chuckled.
"But it's my job, nah?" you asked and Jungkook huffed cutely.
"But you've resigned" he said and you chuckled before booping his nose.
You have your very own psychiatric clinic which also one of the top most in the country.
You just own the clinic and also used to work there. But you've resigned your position now, handing it over to one of the best psychiatrist working in your clinic. You still own the place though.
"Noona" Jungkook called and you hummed in response.
Bending down, he placed a kiss on your clothed stomach.
"Jeongsan, do you want me to kiss your eomma now?" he talked to your five month old baby bump.
But then, Jungkook realized something.
"Yah, why are you always doing stunts to sit somewhere? You have to be careful" he said while helping you get down the kitchen island.
Smiling sheepishly, you pecked his lips.
"Sorry" you said and he smiled before you both walked to the living room's couch, sitting there.
Your head laid on Jungkook's chest as he had his arm wrapped around you, hand placed protectively on your baby bump.
Kissing your head, "I love you" Jungkook said and you raised your head to look up at him.
"I love you too, bunny boy" you said with a smile exchanged with his bunny smile.
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