Guilt, grief, regret, desperation.

The four feelings that a person never wants to experience.

But these four are indestructible too. And that's what you're feeling right now.

Guilt that you just make people's life worse.

Grief that no one loves you.

Regret that you still live.

Desperation for an embrace where you can cry your heart out.

Leaning against the railing on the school's terrace, you just stared at the view.

For others, you were just that cold girl who has no friends.

But the truth is, you were that girl who is yearning for someone's love, which you never got.

Your parents always had it hard because of you. They fought and finally got divorced, leaving you alone.

You had to find yourself a part time job in a cafe. Not having enough money, you became a street fighter. One thing you were always the best in.

And that eventually made you wanting to become a kickboxer.

You participated in tournaments and trained yourself for hours.

Of course you had abs. But only making you look slim and attractive as you wore the cold face.

You are two months away from your high school graduation and to pursue your dream to become a kickboxer.

Once you graduate, that's what you are going to concentrate more on.

Sighing blankly, you started walking away to the school's corridor for your next class.

On the way to your class, you saw the students crowded at a place.

As they were blocking your way, you just pushed them away one by one and saw the scene.

Just like always, there was a group of boys, more like bullies, beating up someone.

Taking a closer look, you caught the face of the boy who was curled up on the floor.

Well, it was the school's most innocent boy, also your classmate, Jeon Jungkook.

Letting out a scoff in disbelief at the people who just watched, you walked forward.

Nonchalantly tapping on the shoulder of one of the boys who were beating up Jungkook, you turned him around.

"What?" he spat out and you punched his nose.

The crowd gasped as the poor boy touched his bleeding nose with his eyes turning misty.

The other boys stopped too and turned towards you.

"Yah! How dare you-" the boy screamed in pain before he could complete his words as you kicked him in a very dangerous place in a very dangerous way.

As he crouched down on the floor, the boys ran towards their friend.

"What?" you sassed to the crowd who were gaping at you. "There's no show going on here. Move to your classes" you said and walked forward to Jungkook.

Bending down, you helped him get up.

Picking his bag, you held his hand and started walking towards the sick room.

Sniffling a little, Jungkook looked at your hand which was holding his own.

Stopping by the sick room, you got a first aid kit and walked him to the terrace.

Making him sit on the bench, a blank and cold look still on your face, you treated the bruise on the corner of his lips.

"Who was your first kiss?" you asked out of the blue.

"Huh?" he asked at first. "I have not yet had my first kiss-" he hissed in pain before he could complete as you applied the medicine on his bruise.

Well, the question was to distract him from the pain.

He kept silent for a few minutes as you continued the other wounds on his arms.

"Have you had your first kiss yet?" he asked and you blankly shook your head, making his mouth perform an 'o'.

"Does it hurt anywhere else?" you asked blankly again and he shook his head as a no.

Nodding your head, you put all the thing in place again and kept aside the first aid kit.

"You can go to your classes if you want to" you simply said and walked towards the railing again.

Taking out a pack of cigarettes and lighter, you took one out and placed it in between your lips.

Lighting the cancer stick, you inhaled and puffed out the smoke after balancing the cigarette in between your fingers.

"You smoke?" Jungkook asked with an amused expression and you nodded blankly.

"Just a six months" you said while placing back the cigarette in between your lips and Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows.

Standing up from the bench, he walked towards you and took the cigarette in his hand.

"Don't smoke from today" he said and you raised an eyebrow at him blankly.

"Bunny boy" you said as he took out the box of cigarettes from your bag.

"No smoking" he said as he walked towards the garbage bin at the corner of the terrace, near the door.

Breaking the cancer sticks in two halves, he put them in the bin.

"Then what am I supposed to do when-" your words were halted by a pair of lips on yours.

Pecking your lips softly, Jungkook pulled away.

"Then you can kiss me" he said while smiling cutely.

You were left bewildered and amused at the same time.

Tilting your head to the side while looking at him, a sly smirk found way to your lips.

"Then I might get rid of the last cigarette's taste as well" you said and before Jungkook could say anything, you smashed your lips on his.

Pinning his body to the wall with yours, you felt him slowly wrapping his arms around your waist as his back was still leaning against the concrete.

He moved his lips with yours in sync as you tilted your head to the side, making him part his mouth for you to enter your tongue inside.

Hugging your waist more tighter, Jungkook drowned in the ocean of pure bliss as you took the lead.

And of course, not without someone blushing. But here, it was Jungkook's cheeks that were crimson red as you kept exploring every inch of his mouth.

Meanwhile~

Jimin's pov

"Taehyung, I told you that we have to protect Jungkook. And now, he got bullied and we couldn't defend him because you dragged me to the library without knowing where Jungkook was" I said furiously while climbing the stairs with the alien.

"I thought that he was in the library" Taehyung mumbled as I opened the door to the terrace.

The other students told that Jungkook was helped by Y/n, the cold and silent girl of the school, and that they headed to the terrace.

And they were right. But this wasn't the sight I expected to see.

No one would have ever imagined that this could happen.

Jungkook was pinned to the wall by Y/n, and they both were literally eating out each other's faces.

"Are they making out?" Taehyung asked with a blank expression as he rubbed his eyes with his hands after removing his glasses to get a better view.

"Yes" I said and immediately closed the door.

"Looks like he won't be single anymore" I mumbled under my breath and started walking down the stairs with Taehyung beside me.

Seven years later~

"The match just finished. So, why are you doing crunches right now?" the voice asked while entering your very own personal gym in the basement of your and Jungkook's house.

You're a kickboxer, just like you wanted to be, working under JK enterprises right now. You've won several international and national medals, numerous titles, including today's match.

And for Jungkook, he owns JK enterprises.

"Uhm...I felt like it" you said and Jungkook raised an eyebrow at you who was now sitting up with your legs criss cross on the fitness mat.

"Are you distancing yourself from me?" he said and you blinked your eyes exactly twice.

"If you don't and your opponent does, you'll be doomed. All kickboxing tactics are based on seven principles. Distancing, defense, feinting, timing, power, endurance and sparring" he stated while bending down to your level.

One of his knees planted on the mat as his face neared yours.

"Are you using your tactics against me, princess?" he asked in a husky voice and you pouted a little.

"Why did he go from cute bunny to cunning bunny after getting married?" you mumbled to yourself.

You and Jungkook got married a year and a half ago. And it was definitely destiny that Jungkook kissed got the guts to kiss you after saying, 'No smoking' to you.

Indeed, he always had a huge crush on you. He was just too shy and timid to confess back then.

But you can very well see now, that he's not the shy bunny. Not anymore.

An arm sneaked around your waist, pulling your figure more closer to his.

Sneaking his hand under your shirt, Jungkook traced the sweat on your bare back.

"Don't you think that you deserve a reward for today, baby girl?" he whispered, his hot breath ghosting on your lips.

"Do I?" you asked with the same intensity as Jungkook hovered on top of you who was now laid on the gym mat.

Leaning his head against your neck, he slightly nipped the skin there and his hands rested on either side of your head as you moaned slightly.

Trailing up from your neck to your cheek, leaving behind butterfly kisses, he placed a wet kiss on your cheek.

A sweet kiss on the tip of your nose, and then your forehead.

Your hand never lost its grip on his flexing arms which were hiding under the sleeves of his black shirt with cuffs rolled up

His nose brushing against yours as he stared into your eyes.

"I love you" he said and you smiled before pecking his lips, looking into his doe eyes which held galaxies in them.

"I love you too, bunny boy" you said and wrapped your arms around his neck.

Giving you his smile that can never stop making your heart flutter, Jungkook leaned in to make you feel his lips on yours like always.

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage" -Lao Tzu

(A/n: The 'Seven years later' part was inspired from the Chinese drama, My Girl. And you have that scene below, in case you don't know~)

https://youtu.be/EN15OGVnq1U