Whenever you have a bad day (for me that's everyday) you fall asleep wishing you were Christine or another OC. You wish that you and Erik had a happy Erik. But then, you wake up to that bad day again and want to cry.

But legit, I wish I could. Cause everyday of mine is awful and I sometimes just want to die or like legit kill myself. Okay sorry for the horrible talk. Okay I'm done.