❝Ｉ Ｄｏｎ'ｔ  Ｗａｎｔ ｔｏ
Ｇｏ Ｂａｃｋ ｔｏ Ｄｅｃｅｍｂｅｒ ❞

I don't want to go back
I never wanted to hurt you like dammed
I knew that I shouldn't acted that way
I shouldn't stayed mad

Back in the early December
You were there with genuine smile
It was a winter love story I knew
We met back in late September

Your tan skin were all I see that day
Mesmerizing hooded orbs is all you got to enchant me
My friends introduced you to me, full of glee
You are the coldest among them as what they say

It was the fleetest moment of my life
As if I was flying up above the stars
Showing how much light you had
And then the cold came

It crept into my mind
While holding your handwritten note
The roses you gave to me, died as you slipped away from my hands
The bittersweet memories were the most painful taste in my tongue

I taught you to be sensitive
But you taught ne to be insensitive
It was like the world we had were changing
The stars that I see weren't shining

I remained cold, I remained unaffected
Full of feelings inside me that I was defeated
My love for him were true and pure
But it tainted with coldness and trust issues

September when it was all happened
December when it was all ended
Happiness to pain were a careless transistion
While the stars were the only witnessed.

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Inspiration:
Taylor Swift - Back to December
Jaymes Young - Moondust
Date:
May 19, 2019
Time:
7:22 PM