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You drove away
I looked away
You cursed my name
I cried a tear

You set me free
I kept you inside my heart
You treated me like a dust
I watched you like a star

You told me to leave
I begged you to stay
You pushed me everyday
I protected you all the way

You shattered me like glass
I let my love flooded my system like wine
You broke me apart
I fixed your every part

You poisoned me with your words
I healed you with my moaned
You killed me with your sword
I revived you with my blood

You don't appreciate everything I done
I thanked you when you once wiped my sweat
You thrown the food I cooked
I drank your leftover wine

See how stupid I am?
Now you leave me alone
It's midnight, then it's 4 AM
Gazed upon the pictures of us

Five months passed like a blur
Never leave this house for you
Up until now I'm still this stupid
Yet I realized that you probably never been think of me

Packed my things for a flight
Let myself cried the whole night
I should fix myself, all right
But my system's always fight

Damn, I should hit my head on the wall
Walked over the empty hallway
Heard the heavy drops of rain
I traced the cold metal in my finger

Shall I throw this?
You don't remember me, I know
That's why you did this
But, shall I stay here and wait for you?

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Inspiration:
I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me - MYMP
Lost Control - Alan Walker
Date:
April 20, 2019
Time:
2:35 PM