Marks pov
The letters I don't know if I should keep reading them... they bring so much emotion. That's what anti told me to stay away from, but I think I should read on just to see.
Dear mark,
Today was a bad day. I was recording and all the sudden I blacked out. I don't remember much of what happened but I remember waking up and having cuts along my arms and legs. I went to look at my computer only to find the video I was filming completed and edited. I'm so confused I watched through the video and saw that about 7 minutes in my eyes went black and then went to a kinda grayish color. I don't know what's happening and I'm scared. But I'm also happy. I haven't felt this amazing in awhile. The feeling of the cuts up and down my arm and the sting, but no matter how much I try I can't hold back the itching for more. I'll wait till later to do more. It will be hard enough to hide them from you right now.
I love you mark
,Sean