Marks POV
I don't know what that dream was I never thought Anti would be real could that mean that dark was real? I don't know. I'm going to read another letter or a few maybe Jack knows something about anti. I pick up 2 more letters the dates were 3 days apart
~Dear Mark
It's gotten worse I don't know what's real anymore I've tried to stop thinking the way I do but I can't. Your coming to live with me soon I don't know if I can hide it from you
I'm scared I'm going to hurt you. I hope that you stay safe mark.
~Jack
I shake my head god what was happening to my best friend I pick up the other one
~ Dear mark
You brought some of your stuff over today I was really happy for once maybe you can bring me out of the black hole I'm in. Probably not I don't know. The fans are starting to worry more. I guess I'm not that good at hiding my feelings I hope I can at least keep you somewhat blind from what's in front of you.... But even if you do figure it out it may be too late. I hate myself right now I don't want to live even with the slight happiness I get around you I just can't take my own mind anymore but even in my own insanity I i know one thing I love you mark I haven't told you and I know I should but I don't want to ruin a friendship well I got to go
~Jack
Back to mark
Jack... He loved me.... He thought he was insane. I don't know what to think right now. I can't believe I didn't notice. The times he would stare at me or laugh at me for too long. How could I not notice would he still be here if I had noticed? God I miss you Jack. I... I... I love you too Jack why did you leave me...