Ft. Awkwardness with nine yr olds, realizing I wanted to bind, and a surprising lack of body consciousness

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So I've been considering binding for ages, but a  swimming costume really flattened my chest, and I realized I preferred that, so yeet

Managed to talk to my mum about it, and ima use one of her old sports bras for now.

I swam well so yay?

It's awkward because I haven't been since my second to last operation, soo I'm not as good as my friend who never stopped going, but better then the 9 yr olds they put me with

What else?

My hair is fluffy so yay

That's all I got