Lauren's POV

I sit silently on my bed in the dorm room I share with my best friend, my best friend that I'm keeping a secret from. There's a knock at the door.

I smile at the thought that its him and he's here to be with me. I rush over and open the door. His bright smile. "I've missed you Lauren." He says. "I haven't seen you in so long." I frown. He steps closer to me. "I haven't tasted you in so long." He sets his hand on the small of my back.

"I haven't felt you in so long." He whispers as he leans in. I wrap my arms around his neck. "Then taste me." I press my lips against his. I grab his other hand and wrap his arm around me. "Feel me." I whisper. His hands grip my thighs and he picks me up. He walks in and closes the door behind him. He walks over to Val's bed and lays me down. I stop him.

"This is Val's bed.." I tell him. He stares down at me for a while as if thinking about something. "I'm sorry.. Habit I guess." He shrugs. I've lost my feeling I had when he came in. I roll out from under him. And walk over to my bed. He lays there for a bit then walks over to me. "I'm sorry baby.. You know that I love you. I really do." He nods.

I frown. "No you don't. If you did you wouldn't have layed me down on Val's bed, Robert." He bites his lip. "You say you love me but I know you're thinking about her when you say it." He frowns. "You're the one that made me break up with her." He whispers under his breath. "How dare you say that? I did not." Our eyes meet.

"Yes you did. You were jealous of her beauty.. And how I loved her with all my heart, so you wanted me." His eyebrows raise. "But I'm not even going to lie, being in love with two girls at the same time is really hard." I'm a bit hurt and mad at the same time. "Robert. You can't love Valerie. You haven't seen her in almost a year months. And, you were with me when you were with her." I say. His eyebrows knit.

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Robert's POV

I begin to think about what I had done to Valerie. How I cheated on her with her so called best friend that she wasn't aware of.

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6 years ago

I look into her brown eyes that sang a special song to me every time I looked into them. "Robert.. I think.." She pauses and my heart flutters at the thought of what she'd say. "I love you.." She says shyly.

A smile comes upon my face, the way she said it was like honey dripping off her tongue. Nothing but endulging sweetness. And I loved the taste of it, so much that without even touching her, I can taste it.

I noticed that I took too long to answer back and she looks nervous, maybe upset. "I love you too." I say. She slowly looks back up to me, her eyes hoping that I'm telling the truth. "I really do." I reassure her. A small smile starts on her lips, then soon, it exploded on her sweet face.

She stands up from the bench that we're sitting on in the park. And I follow along. When I'm next to her she looks down and grabs ahold of my hand, then she looks up as if making sure I was okay with her action. I smile. Then we walk through the park with a different feeling in our hearts.

That was round the beginning of senior year that she had confessed her love to me. And our love only got stronger, until Lauren came into the picture.

"Robert. I'd like you to meet Lauren. We've slowly become new friends but I know that we'll be like sisters." She introduced me as it was my first time in her dorm room. We were going on three years being together. Now here I was, staring at this gorgeous girl.

"Robert?" Val cuts into my thoughts. "Oh ah." I clear my throat. "Hi Lauren its a pleasure to meet you.. I hope you take good care of my girl when I'm gone." I smile. A small grin appears on her face and she chuckles. "Of course I will." She says. It was the first time I was hearing her voice.

It was peaceful, like morning dew on the grass after a shower from the night before. Her eyes were the most beautiful that I've ever seen. Her hair looked soft to the touch. I felt so wrong thinking about this girl in ways I should be thinking about Val. My girlfriend.

They had very different physiques. Laurens was tall, skinny, light skinned. She was just a bit shorter than me. Her eyes grey, her lips blump and pink.

Then there was Valerie. She was much shorter than Lauren. She was a bit darker than Lauren. But she sure did have more ass than her. But Lauren did have a bigger rack than Val. They were both equally pretty though, in my eyes, they were gorgeous.

"Robert?" I hear Val again. I was lost in thought again. "Y-yeah?" I ask. She walks up to me. "Are you okay?" She asks. I nod. "I haven't been sleeping very much." I say, which was a lie. She looks sad. "Why?" She asks as she stood in front of me.

I touch her cheek softly. "Because I've been away from you." I say. She chuckles and pushes my chest with her small hand. "You're so cheesy." She says. She leans in and kisses my cheek. "I'll be right back " She says, not giving me an explanation as to where exactly she was going. And before I knew it I was alone with her. She had this look on her face, like she felt the way I did. "What are you thinking?" She asks.

There was something about her voice that gave my heart a pounding. "That I need to get away from you before you steal me away from my girl." I was always the flirtatious type.

But then again, what guy isn't. She chuckles. "Me? Take you a way from Val? I'm not that type of girl." She smirks. I smile. "You don't look like the type to do a lot of things. But I'm sure you'd surprise a guy like me with your actions." She slowly walks over to me. "Oh? Is that so?" She asks, her hand on my neck. I nod. "You look like you got skills." I smile causing her to smirk. "Oh believe me.. Maybe one of these days you'll find out." She leans in.

"Unless.. You're too caught up." She whispers. I chuckle. "Never." I say. Her lips finally touch mine, her taste was a different kind of sweetness. Hers was the type you taste after you eat a candy bar, the lingering after taste on your taste buds. But with Val it was all the time, no matter what, before you even have a taste, during and even after.

I'm afraid I'll have tooth ache after all this sweetness. She slowly pulls away. "Val is lucky to have such a sweet tasting friend like you." I smirk. She chuckles and turns to walk to her bed. "Too bad I have a boyfriend." She shrugs. I feel this tug on my heart. Was I jealous? "And plus you're with Val. She's my new friend I can't do that to her." She crosses her arms over her chest. "But you kind of already did." I say.

She slowly looks at me, "Its not like she has to know." I say. She slowly smiles.

After that it became nothing but scandalist activity. Lauren would come over to my dorm and we'd smash and stuff like that. I guess it helped because I never got anything from, she was all into that "I love you but I don't want anything to change between us because of that." So I guess you can say she's a sad virgin.

It was tricky because sometimes when she was gone I'd sneak over and be with Lauren. But when she'd see me on campus I'd tell her I was there for her. It worked either way. But then there was this time we were out and I was texting Lauren and Val caught me. It all went down hill from there.

She grabs my phone from my grasp. Her face looks hurt. "Whose Bae?" She asks her eyes watering. I don't answer her. She looks down at our texts. "Well Bae says, babe. You should just break us with her. Obviously you're not getting any ass from her and I can treat you better." She looks hurt beyond repair. "Who!" She asks. "A girl from my college." I lie. She tosses my phone at my chest.

"Well.. You know what.. You can go and be with her since you're getting what you want from her. I'm just some stupid virgin right?" I don't say anything. She wiped her tears. "How long?" She asks. "Almost a year." I peep.

"Almost a year!?" Her voice shakes. "See how stupid I look now!? I was so lost in love with you that I didn't notice that you were already lost in some other girl." She hiccups. My heart hurts to this sight of her crying, because of me. I never planned on getting caught. "We're over." She says. And she storms out of the cafe near her college dorm. Where Lauren was at. I look down at my phone.

Me: She caught me, she broke up with me..

Bae: shit.. I'm sorry.

Me: its okay.. At least I have you.

Bae: ♡

Me: ❤

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"See. Now that you're thinking about it. Its your fault you two broke up." She was right. "But you still wanted me to break up with her." She freezes. Its quiet. "Its because I love you. I didn't want to share you with anyone else." She looks at me. "I love you too. But I also loved Val." I say.

"Loved. You loved her. That's the past." She says. She was right. "I haven't seen her in so long." I say. She looks mad. "Well.. If you're planning on wanting her back your shit out of luck because she met a guy." She says making my heart hurt.

"What?" I ask. She nods. "He's like Chinese or something. But he's hot as hell." She says. And I had the urge to find out who this guy is that's trying to steal my girl. "Are you saying you'd date him?" I ask. She smiles. "I'm saying I'd lay him down on a table and rock his world is what I meant." She smirks. I feel this fire in my heart. "You're fucking with me right?" I ask getting a bit ticked off.

"There's no fucking going on but sure." She shrugs. I grip her shoulders. "You better be fuckig with me Lauren cause I hate to be played with." I say through gritted teeth. "But yet you played Valerie. That makes so much sense." She rolls her eyes. "And so are you. You're the one out of the both of us that should be feeling the most guilty. You were fucking with me when you're supposably her best friend." Her face drops. And I know I got her. "You've been lying to her for three years." I say.

"You're an asshole." She says. I smile. "But you love me." I say leaning in. A small smirk plays on her lips. "I do.." She says. She slowly pulls me onto the bed. "And we got a while until she comes back."

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