The things I'm about to address aren't suited for everyone, especially those that- for lack of a better word- are easily triggered with themes such as self-harm and suicidal thoughts. So, please, don't read this if you know it will cause you to have an episode. I really don't want to be responsible for that.

Now that that's said, I want to make this quick and short because most of you might not even care and just want a chapter- which is fine, that's why we're all here on Wattpad- but I just didn't think I could come back here and just update with a chapter without addressing this beforehand.

I attempted to kill myself over a week ago.

And as of now, I am in recovery- emotional recovery, the physical aspect of that has been dealt with, for those that are wondering.

Anyway, I haven't updated for some time now, which by my announcement, you can begin to understand why. By letting you guys know this part of my life- mainly because I didn't want to get back on here and just pretend nothing happened- I would like to ask you to lay easy on the intense PM's I've been receiving about updating, (and to that one little person I had a squabble with because they wanted me to give away my story since I don't update as fast as they think I should. NO. I will not be giving it away to someone who can actually manage. Have fun being blocked.)

I am trying to be better. I want to be better.

I already have a new chapter written and ready to post, but I felt like I needed to have this here to let you guys know a little bit about my mental health at the time being. If my uploading and updating isn't as fast, I want to apologize beforehand, but I am currently trying to recover from this traumatic experience.

Thank you to those that are patient.

I don't plan on leaving this story.

And I don't plan on trying to end my life for a second time.

With regards,
Fernanda.