You will only suffer more if you respond to everything that is said to you on an emotional level. The real power is in standing back and evaluating everything logically. If words control you, then everyone will control you as well. Breathe, let things flow, pray, and have faith.

Mrs Mariam:
I must have been messy after pouring out my heart and considering how to beg for his forgiveness when I finally finished turning out the remaining lights and made my way to our room.

You will feel at peace if you go to sleep today with nothing but love and forgiveness in your heart.

8.30 p.m.?and Khalid had not arrived to go to the masjid. "I should wake him up," I thought to myself as I hurried to our room, but I was not sure what we would even talk about after such an intense exchange that caused a gulf between us.

Watch what you say because it could shatter someone is delicate heart.

When I peered in, I saw that the door was ajar.

"Where had he gone?"I questioned myself as I carefully walked toward the door and opened it silently.

"Was he just acting busy on the phone, or was he truly busy?"I thought about it.

I stood in front of him, but he did not respond 😒

My boss and spouse deliberately ignored me during what seemed like hours of waiting; this was something he never did. Though I know my words deeply hurt him, he should understand that it was not my intention.

"Khalid," I called out to him, but he did not even turn to face me. Oh my, he looked even more dashing and gorgeous. He was ignoring me while my mind was racing. I love this man in front of me more than anything, and only Allah and my heart know how much.

"Khalid!"I called out to him once more, maybe a little too loudly, but again, he disregarded me. Actually, he placed his phone on the side table and spoke angrily.

All he did was nod when I told him it was Isha time.

He eventually said, "I know."

"Do you not intend to pray?"My eyes widened as I asked, but all he did was shake his head. Did he just say "no"?

After taking off his duvet and opening the door, he proceeded to perform his ablution. Afterward, he returned and stood at the prayer area. How come he was not praying?

I checked around the room and found one prayer mat opened, right behind him and this made me smile, he was mad at me but still he wanted us to follow sunnah. He wanted us to pray together I hurriedly went to the bathroom and did ablution, once done, I looked for my hijab and tears of happiness rolled down from my eyes.

In addition to how adorable he is, how much luckier am I?This
action simply warmed my heart, and I imagine any girl would lose it if she received something similar.

Following our prayers, we both sat in silence and prayed. Nobody else heard us or our silent prayers, or the thoughts and feelings we had inside of us. Only Allah knew the answer to every problem.

I was lost in my own thoughts for a long time until I noticed someone nearby.

His words, which hurt me just as much as mine, were, "I will not bother asking any questions from today; you are free to do anything, go out, enjoy with everyone, work anywhere you want." All of the things he was saying, I do not need. He was cutting me off like this; why was that? I want to work with him in the same manner that I currently do, and I want him to enquire about me.

"Can we eat dinner?""I am extremely exhausted and need to rest," he said, and we both stared at each other silently.

"Yes," I said quietly, but before I left, I wanted to apologize to him.

"I am sorry, and I did not mean what I said."I apologised, despite the fact that I was hiding so much from him; only Imad knew, and I have no idea what his current situation is.

"Just leave it," he said, and we both ate our dinner silently, which was unusual for us because we usually asked each other questions to get to know each other.

"Speak to me,"He was eating too, but he looked so lost that I told him I did not even have an appetite anymore.

He was bothered by something.

Did you get to know Muskan?I was taken aback by his question and my face became completely pale.

I am not going to lie to him. Has he figured it out?I am sure he could figure it out with a snap of his fingers, but maybe he prefers to hear it straight from my lips.

"Mariam, I asked you a question," he firmly stated.

Yes, I did meet her. I told him a half-truth because it was preferable to lying to him.

"Are you familiar with my uncle in any way?"His question sounded inquisitive, and there was a hint of disappointment in his tone. It seemed as though he could not trust anyone and wanted to smash everything.

"Khalid, please try to understand," I attempted to take hold of his hands, but he roughly took it away.

When I eventually told him, "Uncle and Muskan lied to you," he just stared at me. Eventually, he just sat back on the chair and looked out of it. This hurt me because I could not see him inflicting such pain on himself.

"Khalid!"I called out to him, but he remained motionless and simply sat there.

"This is not how you shut me off," I shook him and said.

"Please tell me why you forgave me after I caused you pain and abandoned you for five years.Did you accept my proposal with a hidden agenda as well?When he asked, I noticed that he was now viewing everything negatively.