To: go.dahee
Subject: hate me

dahee,

staying away from you is a much more difficult task than i expected. i don't know why i believed i could do it when i know i'm still in love with you.

but then i remember how i left you. the more i think about how i broke your heart, shame and regret fill up every inch of body so much that sometimes i feel like i'm suffocating.

i should've never done it, but its too late. no matter how much i want to, i can't take it back.

even if i try to apologize and fix things between us, i don't think you'd ever be with me again once you learn that your best friend wasn't the only one i'd been fooling with during our relationship.

if anything, you'd only hate me more, and i don't think i can handle that.

tae

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december 16
11:05