The whole walk into Jungkook's house, I had to listen to my mother talk about the blonde and Jungkook being a couple. Ha, I'll believe it when I see it. We walk into the house and I already hear my auntie screeching. "My kitty Jennie!!! It's like I haven't seen you in a long time!" I smile and set the dessert on the table before hugging her. "How have you been?" She asks, swaying us side to side.

"I've been great, we've been working on the second production this year." I tell her. "That's great, and your handsome boyfriend of yours?" She asks me. I smile wide, yes. I'll be able to brag about my good looking boyfriend. "He's great, we're both the leads again so there might be another kiss scene. And he's applied to several jobs, and they basically all want him." I say. She smiles and squished my cheeks.

"Good for you baby kitty, and you're beautiful as always." She kisses my cheeks. "You can put the dessert in the freezer." She says. I nod and as I walk into the kitchen I hear the conversation going on with Jungkook and his mother. "Jungkook, you came home just in time.", "Oh yes, we met up with him outside before coming in.", "Oh, good. I was worried you wouldn't be home on time, you're always coming home late when it has to do with that sweetheart Lalisa.", "Eoooomma, I don't come home that late." I hear Jungkook.

"Haha, please Jungkook, if I'd sell you to that girl you'd leave me in a heart beat.", "Ah!!! Our little boy is a man now." I hear my mother. "Eomma.." he growls. "Oh Kookie, everyone knows you'd do anything for that girl." I bite my lip. "She got hired at the ice cream shop today.", "I'm so happy for her!!", "And I got hired at the bakery across the street from the ice cream shop." Both mothers scream. "Jungkook, I told you that you didn't need to get a job.", "I know Eomma, but I'm the man of the house and I have to look after you." He says. I slowly walk out of the kitchen and look at the mothers standing in the dining room.

I see my auntie hugging Jungkook and my mother is smiling. "Jungkookie, that is so amazing." My mother tells him. I stare at them until the mothers walk into the kitchen and I'm left alone with Jungkook. He turns and I slowly look away from him as he's going to walk up to his room. "Jungkook, no going up to your room. Don't be rude." His mother announces from the kitchen. "Okay Eomma." He then punches the air and throws a silent tantrum. He changes his direction to the living room. I'm them standing by myself until I hear footsteps then a hand sets on my back. "Jennie, don't be like that now. Go to the living room too, I don't want you standing around, go talk to him." My mother says in my ear.

I let out a breath and walk towards the living room. There he was, laid out in the long couch, smiling as he's on his phone. I stand there with my arms loosely crossed. He finally sets eyes on me and his smile goes away, he sits up and scoots as far as he could to the edge of the couch as if he wanted it to swallow him up. I sit next to him, my thigh against his. I look straight at the table in front of me. Why does Jungkook hate me? I turn to him, "Do you hate me?" I ask him. He drops his hand to his lap before he looks at me with a straight face.

Look what the blonde has done to him, she's made him nasty. He doesn't even look at me with loving eyes anymore. It's like he doesn't care about me. "I don't hate you." I relieved of his answer. "I just don't like talking to you anymore." I bite my tongue. I stare at him, he's only able to look at me for a few seconds before his phone catches his attention. He lifts up his phone and I yank it out of his hand. "Jennie." He said sternly. "You seem to be so distracted by some girl you can't even talk to me, your childhood friend since the womb. How nasty of you." I tell him. "Nasty of me?" Oh, he sounds pissed.

"Why don't we start off with everything you've done this year that was nasty?", "I'd rather not hear it." He laughs. "Of course not, it's nothing good about you. That's why you don't want to hear it." My eyebrows knit, "You know, I really don't like that girl." If he didn't look pissed before, he does now. "Your opinion doesn't matter to me.", "She's made you like this, you're rude to me." He shakes his head, "Oh please Jennie, you're the victim of everything." I'm in shock.

"You know, I really tried to be okay with not being your friend, then the longer you weren't around, I figured out that I relied on you too much. And the fact that I made a new friend, was very refreshing because she cared about my opinions, my thoughts, and she helped me get over my mistake in liking you." I literally have no words to say. "Shouldn't you be happy your little brother doesn't like you anymore? And that I'm not following you around everywhere?" He asks. "But I-" I can't even finish, but he stares at me, waiting.

"I miss our friendship, Jungkook." I finally say. "Oh, the friendship where you made me do things for you and you brother zoned me constantly in front of everyone?" He lets out a breath, "Of course you miss that.", "No, hear me out.. I just miss you then." He looks stunned. "I miss you caring for me, and listening to me, I'm sorry I never thought about you something more than a brother. It's because I'm an only child and you were the closest thing I got to a sibling. I was shocked when you confessed to me, which is the reason why I reacted the way I did." Just spilling the beans everywhere.

"I'm sorry.. I really am." I tell him. He stares at me before looking forward, down at his knee then back at me again. "I accept your apology." He says. "Can I have my phone back?" I clinch his phone tighter. "Don't you have anything to say to me?" I ask, becoming mad. "No, I have nothing else to say." He says. "What happened to the caring and understanding Jungkook?" I ask, "I'm still that, just not with you." For some reason, I feel my eyes water. "You don't really mean that." I whisper. "Look what you made me Jennie, and now you're sad that I don't want to be your friend." He pulls his phone from my hand, "You can be the victim of your own faults, cause you don't look like a victim to me." He says before walking out of the living room.

I quickly blink my tears away and lay myself out on the couch. I pull out my phone and click on my notes I've written.

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Notes to get Jungkook back

•Pretend apology
•Target: blonde
•cause breakup
•comfort Jungkook
•win him back
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My last chance is the break her, then he'll come running back to me. It'll all fall into place once they breakup, what ever they are. It'll all work out well. My mother then walks in and I drop my phone. "How's it going?" She asks with a smile, "I heard voices in here." I smile, "It's a process." She silently claps her hands, "Yaaaay, I'm so happy. My babies friends again." I nod. "Dinner is ready." She says. "Oh! Okay." I stand up and skip over to her, linking my arm around hers. We walk into the dining room and Jungkook is already there.

I grab the seat across from him. "So I'm guessing you finally asked her out." His mother says, SO THEY'RE NOT TOGETHER. I fight back a smirk. "Whaaaat!? Kookie, you said she was your girlfriend." My mother whines. "No auntie, you said she was my girlfriend, I just didn't deny it." He smiles, causing my mother to smile. "Oh Kookie, you just liked the sound of it. Didn't you?" She asks. He quickly nods before he looks at his mother as she fixed his plate. "Yes, I asked her out. She said yes, I asked her father for permission and he approved." He explains, not looking at me once. "Oh, thats so amazing. I know you've been dying to ask her out recently." He blushes.

"Not dying to ask her out but I've been impatient." I've never seen him talk that way. The mothers screech like hyenas. "She is such a doll, I'm so happy that you caught her before some other person snatched her up." His mother explains. "Oh yes, that one time I met her she was so adorable. And you two look absolutely amazing together." My mother says. How can they say this!? They don't look cute together or anything within those terms. "But I could tell that she liked Kookie for the longest, and then after that trip he just blossomed into a flower and he seemed to be happier." His mother explains.

Is she trying to make me feel bad? "Oh yes, I noticed how bright he looked when I saw him on the sidewalk. She makes him really happy." My mother adds. I start to eat my food as everyone continues to blab on about Jungkook and the blonde. I'll have to think up something that will cause her to leave Jungkook alone, he really shouldn't even be dating. He's still a little boy, he doesn't know what love is. And I can clearly tell that it's not with her. "Jennie." I look up, "Yes?" I ask. "Are you okay?" I hadn't noticed that everyone was looking at me.

"What do you mean, I'm great. Just hungry." I smile. Jungkook is the first one to look away from me, then the mothers. A boring conversation about work is started at the table. Jungkook says nothing more for the rest of the dinner, and neither do I. I'm thinking too much about how I can possibly sabotage their "relationship", since that's what he thinks it is.

**

I mind my own business, I'm not the one to say anything more to her. I've made my point, I refuse to be friends with someone who likes to make other people feel like crap. It really doesn't feel good, and I don't want to feel like that again. I really don't care what Jennie has to say about anything because her opinion doesn't matter to me. She's in her own relationship. So it would be absolutely perfect if she stayed out of mine.

I didn't do anything to make her hate Taehyung, she fell naturally for him. Like I did for Lalisa. I've been able to accept that she wants to be with him, and I accepted a long time ago that I wouldn't have her. I clearly understand in this time of my life, Jennie isn't for me. And I'm happy that I've realized that sooner than later, because now I can freely express my feelings for someone I like. And I was even surprised myself about how I was talking to Jennie. It all came out of me like word vomit, all the feelings I had inside came out. I'm proud of myself, she really looked choked up.

I finish my plate and get up to clean it. My body stiffens when I hear her get up, I know because she's sitting in the chair that makes a shriek. After I'm done cleaning it, I'm about to leave when she sets her hand on my chest. "If you don't want to be friends with me, fine. But I at least want to be civil with you.", "Who said I wasn't being civil?" I ask her. She opens her mouth to speak but doesn't say a single word. "I'll have to think about it." I say before walking out of the kitchen. "Baby, we'll be having dessert." My mother says as she stands up. "Oh yes, I made it from scratch." My auntie says.

"Okay, I just need to use the bathroom." I tell them. "Okay, I'll make you a plate." I then walk upstairs to my bathroom. I instantly pull out my phone. I'm finally able to respond to Lalisa's text.

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Lalisa💝-
I told you it will all be fine.

Me-
No no, it's not. She's trying to be my friend again. She took my phone away, that's why I couldn't respond to you earlier. I really don't want her thinking that I'm willing to be her doormat again.

Lalisa💝-
I figured it had to do something with her. And you won't be her doormat.

Me-
How? How would I not be her doormat? I feel like I'm much more aware of how she'd be with me again. I was so blind before. And I was being pretty mean to her tonight.

Lalisa💝-
I can't believe I'm going to tell you this, but don't be too mean to her. She'll think something else of you.

Me-
Oh, believe me. She already has, she thinks it's because of you.

Lalisa💝-
😣 why? I haven't done anything to anyone.

Me-
I know. Don't worry.

Lalisa💝-
...

Me-
Lalisaaaa, please don't be sad. 😔

Lalisa💝-
I won't..

Me-
Okay, good. I should go, my mother will think I'm using the bathroom for too long.

Lalisa💝-
Just make her think you're 💩

Me-
😂😂 nooooo.

Lalisa💝-
😂😂 she probably already thinks that

Me-
😅 ooooh Yeah. I'll text you after they leave.

Lalisa💝-
Okay ☺
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I stuff my phone in my pocket, walking out of the bathroom with a smile. I walk down stairs and everyone is at the table again. "Jungkook, you better have just had a great poop. I don't want to guess you were texting Lalisa. You know how I feel about you being on your phone when we have guests.", "It was only a quick text Eomma." I tell her, I can't lie to her.. I'll feel guilty. "Okay.." she nods. I take my seat at the table and dig into the dessert. Auntie made a milk ice sorbet, Injeolmi Bingsu. She makes the best, she used to make it all the time when I was little because Jennie loves the flavor of ice cream that tastes like milk.

"Oooooh Kookie, you remind me of when you were little and you eat up my dessert so quickly." I smile and look up at her. "Because it's the best." I tell her. "You think your little girlfriend would like it?" She asks. "Yes." I smile wider. "I'll have to make her some, one of these days.", "She'd like that." I then eat the rest of my dessert. Everyone finishes their dessert but the mothers stay at the table talking, they're catching up since they haven't been able to see each other in months since their new jobs.

Great, if I have to talk to Jennie again, I might just blow my brains out. I walk back into the kitchen to rinse my bowl and quickly leave. I head into the living room and refrain myself from going on my phone, I really don't want to get in trouble with my mother. Then she'll think that Lalisa is a bad influence since I know the rules about my phone when we have guests. I sit at the couch and wait patiently for them to leave. Lucky for me, Jennie walks into the living room. Can she ever leave me alone?

"You know it's true that she told me horrible things, right?" She says and I look at her confused. "What?" I ask, she has my attention. "Back at the field trip." I roll my eyes and look away from her. "Please, that was two months ago. Let it go cause I know she didn't tell you anything like that. She's not that type of girl, but you are. I know you'd tell someone that." Her jaw drops. "I'd never." She whispers. "Okay, sure. But you'd be the type to cause people to harass others. I still haven't forgotten about how those girls treated her on that trip. It was horrible because you're horrible."

Just the thought of someone being horrible to Lalisa, infuriates me. It makes me wish that it would happen to me than to her because I'd never want someone to hurt her. "I'm not horrible, wait until you see the real her and you'll see that you were wrong.. and I was right." I then start to think, is Lalisa not who I think she is? No, Jennie is playing mind games on me. "Jennie, let's go." Her mother calls. Jennie stands up and I get up to give her mother a hug. Then they finally leave.

"How'd it go baby? Are you two almost friends again?" My mother asks me. "I really don't want to be her friend Eomma. Jennie isn't the same girl that..." I stop short. "No.. actually she is.." I silently add. "Jungkook, you have to let go of the past and just be her friend again. It wouldn't hurt to just try a little." Ugh, I can't go against my mother. "Okay.." I whisper. "You're free." She laughs. I run up the stairs to my room. I lay on my bed for a few seconds, thinking and wondering.

I can't possibly be her friend again, there's this bad feeling I'm getting. I pull out my phone.

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Me-
Finally 🙄

Lalisa💝-
It probably wasn't that bad.

Me-
No.. it was

Lalisa💝-
Mmmmm, well at least it's over then.

Me-
Yeah..

Lalisa💝-
Jungkoooooook, don't let her get to you. That's her goal.

Me-
You're right. I won't.

Lalisa💝-
Good 😁

Me-
You know what would really make me feel better right now?

Lalisa💝-
What? 😯

Me-
A hug from you

Lalisa💝-
☺ oh

Me-
You'll give me one tomorrow right?

Lalisa💝-
I always give you one 😆

Me-
Okay, but like 2x's as many

Lalisa💝-
Oooooh, idkkkkkk

Me-
LALISAA! 😫

Lalisa💝-
😂 goodnight Jungkook

Me-
Nooooooo, I didn't wait all night to text you to only have you go to sleep

Lalisa💝-
🛏

Me-
Nooo 😂

Lalisa💝-
🛌

Me-
Lalisa 😂

Lalisa💝-
😴💤💤

Me-
Jerk

Lalisa💝-
😱 how dare you

Me-
Fine, go to sleep. 😒 But I'll be expecting my hugs tomorrow. 😏

Lalisa💝-
Mmhmm sure.

Me-
I'll steal them from you then.

Lalisa💝-
Goodnight

Me-
Dream of me

Lalisa💝-
No comment

Me-
😱😂 but you just did

Lalisa💝-
GOODNIGHT JUNGKOOK

Me-
😂 goodnight ❤

Lalisa💝-
☺❤
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I turn off my phone and smile looking up at my ceiling. I slightly chuckle before sitting up and getting an idea. I text Jimin and I get up, plugging my phone in to charge. I grab some clean clothes and head for my bathroom to take a shower. I can't wait to see her tomorrow for our date.

**

I smile as I turn off my phone, I throw my face into my pillow screeching. My face is so hot right now, gosh!! Why does he do this to my little heart!? 'Dream of me', insert inhuman noises. Obviously I'm going to dream of him! I should have told him 'only if you dream of me' I wonder what he'd say.. hehe.. my tummy hurts.

My phone beeps and I pick up my head from my pillow, I'm finally finished with drooling all over Jungkook. I instantly smile thinking that he's still texting me. I turn on my phone and see that it's not a text message. It's a Instagram notification. I stare at it confused. I press my thumb on the fingerprint scanner on my phone, unlocking it and go to my Instagram app. I have a notification in my DM's. I click it, and it's like the heavens opened up and God said, "I hate you Lalisa."

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KittyJennie sent you a Direct message.
3 seconds ago
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I take a deep breath and open the message, and as expected... it's a whole lot of madness. How the hell did she find my instagram account? I barely even use it. This is so dumb! I should have deleted it when I had the chance. And it's too late now, she knows I've opened her message.
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KittyJennie-
You're such a little dog, leave Jungkook alone. He won't even talk to me now because of you. You've tainted him with your nastiness. He used to be so sweet and nice and now he's just like you. I'd suggest that you stay away from him before I make the rest of your school year a living hell. And if you think this is a threat, it's because it is. If I find out that you're officially dating Jungkook, I'm going to hurt you so bad I swear you'll be whimpering like the dog that you are. You disgust me, and you don't deserve a boy like Jungkook. Stay away from him.

Lalisa_M
I really don't appreciate you messaging me in this sort of manner. I'm not a dog, and I'm not the one to insult people because I'm not you. Don't call me those nasty words because I'm not a single one you've said. Sorry to burst your bubble, but I'm not going to leave Jungkook alone. He's my friend and I really like him. What he does is none of your business. What he does hasn't been any of your business since you've stopped being friends with him and just in case you forgot, you have a boyfriend. And haven't you already made my life a living hell? Can't you just leave me alone? I've done nothing to you, I've never threatened you and I definitely never told you to kill yourself. And I'd appreciate it if you stopped messaging me.

KittyJennie-
Please, you have no right to tell me what Jungkook wants. And I can do as I please.

Lalisa_M-
I'm not telling you what Jungkook wants, I'm not the one to say that. He's the one who has say, he obviously told you that tonight.

KittyJennie-
What ever, expect a storm. And don't tell Jungkook, it will only make it worse 😉
-

I turn off my phone and lay back in my bed. Tears start to fill my eyes. Why? Why does she have to do this to me? I've done nothing but be Jungkook's friend.. then I fell for him. I did no harm. And I really don't want to let him go.

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I know this chapter had a lot of text messages but I really felt that it fit, and I feel that it makes everything a little more dramatic and cute. I hope you all are enjoying the chapters I've posted so far :)