Quick chapter before school starts in around 30 more minutes from now.

Pacifica pov: After kissing Dipper I stood for about 5 seconds thinking about what had just happened. I still felt his lips on mine when I heard the door shut. I then realized what he had said. That this was wrong. It was wrong. But it felt so right. I pulled out my phone and called Dipper but it went straight to voice mail. "Hey uh Dipper can we talk about what just happened here? Call me back." I hung up and went upstairs to finish homework.
That next morning

I ran to school hoping to see Dipper early. As soon as I walked in I put away my supplies and went down to home room as I realized it was the first time I didn't miss it. I sat down in my seat and waited for it to end. After it ended I ran to my first class with Dipper. I quickly sat down as the students began to pile in. I saw Dipper and candy pass me towards the back. Holding hands. I felt a pang of sickness. Did that kiss mean nothing to him? I turned around to talk to him but as soon as he saw me turn he turned to candy to speak to her. I felt a knot form in my stomach. He didn't want to speak to me. I lost my only friend. The entire class I spent worried about if he was mad at me. After my first classes I went to lunch. I grabbed a simple sandwich and a juice. When I went to check out the lunch lady stopped me. "You have no more money in your account." I nodded before handing her back the food. I sat down at my table taking out my sketch book. I looked up and saw Dipper. He looked at me then looked at an empty tabel. He quickly sat down at the empty table. "Hey Candy, Grenda, Mabel over here!" He called. They saw me and had confused looks as they sat down with Dipper. I felt my heart sink. I lost him. I got up and walked to the bathroom. I looked and saw no one was in the stalls before I climbed in one. I sat on the toilet and cried. I just cried and cried and let all the hurt and pain come in. I got up and wiped my tears when I saw I had 4 minutes of lunch left. I wiper at my face and fixed my makeup before heading to Art class.
Days went by as Dipper continued to ignore me. Like I wasn't apart of his life anymore. I was hurt but what was I supposed to do make him like me? The question then came into my head.
Why did this keep happening?
Her Mother and Father left her first.
Then her grandfather.
Then her "friends".
And then her rest of her family.
Then Dipper.
Now mabel.
Why did everyone hate her so much? Pacifica went home and sat on her bed letting tears fall onto her chest. "Why does everyone hate me so much? What did I do that made them so mean?! Is this karma? Is this payback for being trained to be mean by my parents? I'm sorry ok! I'm sorry Dipper, mom, dad, Mabel, Linda, grandpa and Jane Im so so sorry!" I kept crying until there was nothing left to cry about. Then routine continued through the weeks of being alone again. And the hatred grew stronger.