WILDFLOWER
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
❝ONLY GOOD MEMORIES, ONLY A LONGING HEART, ON THE PATH WHERE YOU LEFT ME I'M STANDING ALONE, ONLY UNTIL I CAN FORGET YOU, UNTIL I WILL BE ALRIGHT.❞

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rosegoldcha: i miss my son so so much, but grandpa david is taking good care of him! only a few more months my sweet baby boy
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username1: that's one ugly dog

username2: username1 BUT CAN YOUR DOG FUCKING REACT TO HARRY POTTER SPELLS I THINK THE FUCK NOT SO SIT YOUR ASS DOWN

tomholland2013: there's my nephew 😍

chacha.noah: tomholland2013 he's actually my nephew but i don't want to be associated with tofu so you can take my spot

username3: OMG ROSEANNE IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST SAW YOU. REMEMBER ME FROM GRADUATION??

username4: bitch are you cindy moon or nah

anthonymackie: THAT'S A FUCKING CUTE ASS DOG WTF

username5: FUCK ME UP ANTHONY OH MY GOD

username6: is she tom's gf?

misskelseyeast: wow okay bitch i see how it is. for your inFORMATION I TOOK YOUR FUCKING DOG OUT FOR A WALK AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK JUST BECAUSE I'M NICE. I EVEN TOOK IT TO GET DOGGY ICE CREAM BECAUSE I'M A FUCKING SAINT

username7: what's doggy ice cream

rosegoldcha: misskelseyeast but did i ask??

username8: update falling dimensions pls

username8: omg i'm so sorry i meant to comment that for misskelseyeast

rosegoldcha: it's okay lmao

camibearabbott: your dog is absolutely precious!

username9: it's official this rose girl is famous for apparently no fucking reason

username10: username9 lmao so true

rosegoldcha: username9 username10 i'm going to make myself clear one more time, it's rosé, not rose

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      Reyna ran as the cloud of dirt only made her lungs even weaker. Her legs burned from the running, her stomach tightening from pain, her lungs burning and desperate from air. She needed air, clean air. Her asthma rendered her useless as her breaths became short and desperate. She wanted to slap herself for dropping her inhaler, but there was no turning back, not when she was all alone and had a group of Cyclopes looking for her.

      Theo, was the first name she thought of as she ran through the different alleyways. How pathetic of her to feel this way. She is supposed to be this hero, a leader for this group of kids who are meant to take down the unthinkable, Titans.

      How can she lead them if she's like this? If fear coursed through her veins as if it was nothing less of blood. How can she be a hero when she wants nothing more than to hide, to give up and throw in the towel.

      Reyna froze at the sight of a brick wall up ahead. She cursed to herself as she tried to find something to climb on, something to help her get over this damn wall.

      Nothing.

      She awaited death like she awaited the sun waiting to rise. She welcomed death with open arms as if it was a long lost friend. Because she no longer feared death as if it was a black oblivion with no ends, but rather a chance of freedom.

      How incredibly selfish was she?

      Because if she joined death's side there were to be no more responsibilities. No more people relying on her to save the day.

      You cannot save everyone, you cannot protect everyone from the horrors of their minds or expect war to spare everyone around you. No, war is merciless and unforgiving as it swallows the ones you love only to spit them back up and leave you with nothing. But death protects you, death shrouds you with the ability to live the way you want, to not fear death or anything that could hurt you.

      Reyna clenched her eyes shut and laid her fists by her sides as the running of the Cyclopes grew louder. She began counting down the seconds she has left as her regrets slowly came to mind.

      I regret being a terrible sister to Nathan.

      I regret not spending enough time with my parents.

      I regret not being a better student.

      I regret not telling Theo that I like him.

      I like him a lot.

      She felt an arm curl around her waist and pick her up. Her eyes shot open as she realized that she was behind the dumpsters. There was almost no room between the wall in front of her and the dumpsters behind her. A hand was clasped over her mouth to the point where she couldn't hear herself breathe.

      Reyna slowly grew lightheaded from the lack of air and she could feel the asthma attack building up. Her worry kicked in as she slowly panicked from the feeling as if she's choking. But the hand quickly released its hold over her mouth and before she knew it the feeling of air was pumped past her lips.

      It was her inhaler.

      "Wait a little bit longer, Reyna." Theo.

      Her best friend held her close against him in order to hide her from the outside and closer towards the dumpster.

      And for the first time tonight she didn't realize how relieved she felt. How happy to know that she wasn't alone, no, not anymore. And Reyna cried and cried and cried in the arms of the boy she loves.

      A boy who felt like home.

      A boy who reminded her that you don't have to be the hero all the time.

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A/N;

I'm really, really digging this chapter mainly because I added Theo and Reyna. And for those of you who have no idea who they are ( I don't blame you by the way ), but they are characters in Rosé's book Falling Dimensions.

I honestly just wanted to show you guys the similarities between the characters and how Rosé sees Tom and what not. Like give you a way to see her inner thoughts.

Dedicated to lordvoldiemorts because she is an amazing writer and I love her support!

Much Love Guys.

( written: august 13, 2017 )
( published: august 14, 2017 )