What have I done wrong?

What happened?

What changed?

I am so, so confused.

If the feeling is gone, if you realized it was only an infatuation, if, by some chances, I did something unexplainably wrong, please please please tell me. I am dying to know what the hell happened. This shift in the wind, this unwanted feeling, this agonizing sadness. It's like a waterfall slammed down my heart. I was always this sad, but knowing the cause of it is terribly harder than the blissful ignorance.

I called, you answered. You stayed silent, I hang up. I chatted, you left them seen.

I waited, you know. Every single moment, and it's been what, days? Made me wonder why I'm even trying too hard for a guy who's too caught up with saving his own scarred fragile heart. There are a lot of things I wanted to say to you, Doki-kun. But is this truly how you leave people? Make them wait for nothing. Leave them wondering what the hell happened to your unfeeling ass. One moment we were so inseparable like that friendly connection between twins, then the next minute, everything's gone. Please don't make me miss you. Please let me know what's in that mysterious mind of yours. Please tell me to stop worrying, to entirely stop talking. I have so much time to spend, to waste, to talk, due to this virus spreading outside our homes. This sadness makes me goodamned crazier.

Doki-kun, what's happening to you?