😣 I stayed up at 3 AM every day and night. I've been thinking about you non stop. There's someone that I am missing so much and that is you Kim Jong Dae. I know you might be worried about me not having any sleep and most of all you kept saying you're not important to me. Yes you are Chen you're everything to me. Having you in my life is important. Not having you as a boyfriend isn't important to you? I know you don't like having me as a girlfriend but all I ever asked was to be yours forever and ever. I understand that you don't want me in your life and I know that you think that I am not important to you. Are you just saying that because you kept on talking about SUNGRIN? You always talk about Sungrin and not me. I know that she likes you. How many times do you have to repeat that? I'm not mad or anything it's just that I get jealous easily. I cared for you and I loved you since you debuted. You always don't ask me," as your day", "how are you", "I Love You", and most of all "Be Mines Forever Jagiya". Why don't you do that to me. I always check up on you to see if you are okay, to see if you ate, to see if you are safe, and to see if you are not hurt. I cared for you for so long and this isn't what I wanted. I understand that you are busy. I've wanted you to come back to me. I've waited for 6 months already but still you hadn't come back. I understand you are busy. I really do. Work hard and come to me soon. I need you. I miss you. I love you. PADAE forever. Never forget that baby. Saranghaeyo Jong Dae Oppa. 😍