Hello, I'm back my beautiful fans and my beautiful friends and I don't know what to say but sometimes hurting the one you love but it doesn't matter whether it's a boy or girl entering through this position it's really hard to believe. It is like losing your another half soul mate. It's hard to imagine those aches and those pains that's let you think why is everything supposed to happen in this direction, I don't deserve this but I deserve to be happy but then your mind is considering and discovering about the proof. The best solution to solve this issue before it's too late is to try to agree with both two sides, not with one side and if he gets angry don't talk about the topic. I don't know how to relate to you guys but it's tough to start talking about what I feel.

However, I don't want to lose him but his actions are going through a moment where it started to hate him and I don't want that and he even said to me: "Stop watching those things you watch on youtube cause it's useless because I'm not even furious. But I don't believe him because it's obvious by the way he talks and how his actions speak and how he gets into the zone of mood swings I know there is something untrue by his personality.

Moreover, I'm lost and I don't know what to do and I don't know how to repair this problem but I don't want our relationship to go to detachment because my life is been better when I'm with him. And I don't want these small stupid silly subject to separate us. And about me, every time saying sorry even when I'm not mistaken I don't say it out of habit. But unfortunately, I say it because when I do something wrong I apologize for my mistake even when I'm not wrong I also apologize. The purpose why I do that is because I have a big heart full of love and care and the most respect too

Baby, I know you dislike the point of why every time I say sorry but the fact is that I did it because I don't want you to think that I'm not good at taking full responsibility for our relationship.

I still remember how we even meet and how taller you are and how short I'm and how those dimples appear when every time you see me. And how I couldn't stop on starting on that bright sparkle of your eyes and how attractive you are when you appear those dimples of yours and how we sat next to each other and how the moment you put your headphones and I was suddenly starting to say some sweet words and then in a moment you responded to me:" Thank you' *Smile until the dimple appears*. And I was thunderstruck.

However, I realized that he wasn't even playing the music and he just wants me to spell the word from my mouth and to say to him that I love you, babe, I don't mind to be your lady love. But when he smiles he told me that I heard everything and I felt comfortable talking with you cause I feel like you are the one for me and I don't mind one day you will agree to be my future wife cause I see how sweet you are and how your heart is full of pure and how you treat your friends like your family I'm so proud to have you, my babe, because without you life is incomplete.

It's really difficult to stay away from you because I missed you and miss the smell of your perfume and at that moment I felt the love when you hugged me so tightly it felt like butterflies love but I didn't want it to end. However, the minute I gape at the beautiful pearl of your eyes, I felt I'm in love again and it's such an appreciation of having a girlfriend that has beautiful features and how her eyes are like pearl damm I'm so in love with you!.

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