I'm done. I'm done! I used to actually care just a little bit but now I fully give up. I cried so much already today and now it's just making it worse. Why does it hurt so much? What did i do wrong? I don't understand. I gave up everything and then they just up and leave. They knew how insecure i truly am. They knew such deep things about me then just leave. Forgetting everything I have told them, done for them, everything. Why can't i be good enough? I just wish a giant black hole would open up and suck me in never letting me out again. I would be happy then, not hurting. I could maybe forget about everything. Why is it always me that loses the ones I actually care and love about? I try so hard to please them and keep them here with me but they leave AS though I'm nothing. But hey I really am nothing. So why do they even come in the first place? Itf would hurt alot less if they didn't ever come in the first place. I'd still be depressed and not smiling but at least I wouldn't be hurting as bad. I really wish I could just die rn. Thedn I wouldn't have to feel this pain. It won't ever go away, ik it won't.

That one is me. ^

I tried and failed and we weren't even together.

It is so true for me.

Well i just. And I wasn't even told the truth by the one i love.

That is true that 1 person.

That was true too but it wasn't who u would think it is.

I truly cared and I guess this is goodbye. U probably won't ever read or see this but I need this. Even if u'll never understand neither will I.