Instead of human I'm an alien but i still can do all this stuff but I will eventually break. I'm sorry I'm not able to always hold it in. I wish I could but that can't happen now can it? Alien or not I'm not perfect. I'm nowhere near perfect I'm the worst messed up alien or "person" there is. People say it's ok to break but it's not. It's really not I know I'm really weak I do understand that. I'm nothing compared to strong. Im nothing compared to Hailey. Hailey, she's strong, beautiful, perfect, and loveable all the way. I wish I deserved her but I don't. But I'm going to be selfish even though ik that it is and I'm going to want her always, nothing can stop me not even myself which is nothing literally. Lol did not mean to make it a pun. But it's true