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SI HAS POSTED A STORY !

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theonott
azzurro
i think it's time we talk

siennapotter
theodore
bold of u to dm me after everything
again 😒

theonott
i saw ur story

siennapotter
good
it was meant for u

theonott
figured

siennapotter
go bother the redhead
isn't she the one you've been running to all year?

theonott
colette?

siennapotter
oh so u know her name
how sweet

theonott
sienna for fuck's sake

siennapotter
don't.
don't "sienna" me
i'm not in the mood for ur bs rn

theonott
you're jumping to conclusions

siennapotter
i'm jumping to conclusions?
theo, u disappeared on me for months. months.
and now i'm supposed to believe u weren't sneaking around w her?

theonott
i wasn't.

siennapotter
sure.
keep lying to yourself

theonott
i'm not lying
i never cheated on you

siennapotter
really? because the timing's suspicious
you'd cancel plans, ignore my texts,
barely speak to me, and suddenly there's this girl?
it's obvious and i'm not fucking dumb

theonott
it's not what you think
colette is not my gf

siennapotter
don't u dare defend her

theonott
will u just let me explain?

siennapotter
explain what?
how you made me feel like shit for months?
how you acted like i didn't matter?

theonott
sienna pls
i know i screwed up
i know i hurt you
but it wasn't bc of colette

siennapotter
then what was it?
bc u made me feel like i was nothing to u

theonott
it's not something i can explain here
not over text

siennapotter
how convenient

theonott
i'm serious. please. meet me.
let me explain everything

siennapotter
why should i?

theonott
bc u know me
u know i wouldn't do that to u

siennapotter
idk anything anymore

theonott
you do. blue, i've been trying to make things right with you for months
you blocked me you moved on you're with bash now, and i get it
i fucked up. but i never stopped loving you

theonott
i need to explain
i need you to understand

siennapotter
fine, one chance,
but if this is another excuse,
i'm done for good

theonott
it's not. thank you ❤️

siennapotter
don't thank me yet
where do we meet?

theonott
classroom 505
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sienna

classroom 505 wasn't just a room. it was our room. a room full of whispered secrets, stolen glances, and the memory of theo's stupid, cocky smirk when i first let him kiss me. it's where it all started. and now, it might be where it all ends.

i push open the door to classroom 505, my heart hammering so loudly i'm half convinced theo can hear it from where he's leaning against the far desk. his tie is loose, his dark hair a mess, and his hands are shoved into his pockets like he's trying to look casual, but i know better. theo nott is never casual. not when it comes to me at least.

the room feels smaller than i remember, or maybe i've just outgrown whatever we were when we first found ourselves here. back then, i was just a loudmouthed fifth-year serving detention for mouthing off to snape, and theo was a sixth-year slytherin god who had hexed professor binns because, and i quote, "he deserved it." we'd been forced to sit in silence under professor vector's watchful eye, but theo didn't do silence, and apparently, neither did i.

somewhere between his sarcastic remarks and my annoyed glares, i fell asleep on my desk, and theo, the absolute bastard, woke me up by slipping a chocolate frog into my open hand.

"dreaming about me?" he'd asked with that stupid grin of his.

i hated how much i loved that grin.

now, though, there's no grin. no chocolate frogs. just him, and me, and the silence that used to be ours.

"thanks for coming," theo says, breaking the quiet. his voice is low, careful, like he's testing the waters.

"i'm not here for you," i snap, folding my arms over my chest. "i'm here for answers."

he flinches, just barely, but i catch it. "right. answers."

"well?" i prompt, tapping my foot against the stone floor. "you've got five minutes, theodore. use them wisely."

he exhales, running a hand through his hair. "blue... colette isn't who you think she is."

"oh, really?" i bite out. "because i'm pretty sure she's the reason you turned into an unresponsive, lying asshole last year."

"she's my sister."

the words hit me like a bludger to the stomach. "what?"

"she's my sister," he repeats, looking me straight in the eye. "half-sister, technically. my dad's mistress's daughter."

for a moment, i forget how to breathe. "your... what?"

theo leans against the desk, his head bowed. "last year, my dad dropped a fucking nuke on my life. he told me he's been cheating on my mum for years—with some french woman named genevieve dubois. he has three kids with her. colette is one of them. gabriel is 16 and corinne is 12. coco is my age."

i stumble back, gripping the edge of a desk for support. "oh my merlin."

"my mum didn't take it well," he continues, his voice cracking. "she... she completely fell apart, sienna. i had to go home every weekend to keep her from—" he stops, his jaw tightening as he looks away. "she wasn't okay. she still isn't."

i don't know what to say. i'm too busy replaying every fight, every unanswered text, every plan he canceled with some vague excuse about 'family business.'

"it wasn't about you," he says, his voice barely above a whisper. "none of it was about you. i was trying to keep my mum alive, and i couldn't tell you because she begged me not to. she didn't want anyone to know about the divorce, about the affair. she thought it would ruin us."

"theo..." my voice breaks, and i hate it. hate how small i sound.

"i'm sorry," he says, his hands balling into fists at his sides. "i'm so fucking sorry, sienna. for all of it. for shutting you out. for making you think it was your fault. for letting you believe i didn't care when you were the only thing keeping me sane."

tears sting my eyes, but i blink them away. "i thought you didn't love me anymore," i admit, my voice barely above a whisper.

theo's head snaps up, and for the first time in months, i see it—that stupid, infuriating, heart-wrenching look of his. like i'm the only thing that matters.

"i never stopped loving you azzurro," he says, stepping closer. "not for a second."

i don't realize i'm crying until theo takes my hand and pulls me into his arms. i let him hold me, my head pressed against his chest as the sobs i've been holding back finally escape.

"i'm so sorry," he murmurs into my hair. "i'm so fucking sorry."

i clutch his shirt, my tears soaking into the fabric. "i'm sorry too," i whisper. "i didn't know. i didn't—"

"it's not your fault," he says, pulling back just enough to look me in the eye. "none of this is your fault."

but it feels like it is. because i should've known. i should've seen the signs. i should've been there for him, the way he was always there for me.

"i love your mum," i say, my voice breaking again. "she doesn't deserve this. none of you do."

theo's jaw tightens, and i know he's fighting back his own tears. "she's getting better," he says. "slowly. but it's going to take time."

i nod, wiping my eyes. "what happens now?"

he hesitates, his fingers brushing against mine. "that's up to you."

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bash 💌
22:16 | today

sisi ❤️
hey, can we talk?
like in person?

bash 💌
sure my love
everything okay?

sisi❤️
yeah
well not really
idk

bash 💌
you're worrying me, si
what's going on?

sisi❤️
i just think we should talk
like face to face
it's important bash

bash 💌
okay
when?

sisi❤️
tonight?
maybe after dinner?

bash 💌
yeah, okay sweetheart
where?

sisi❤️
the astronomy tower?

bash 💌
okay
see u there love

sisi❤️
thank you bash!! 🫶🏼
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