dear baekhyun,

if only you knew what i feel...

if only you knew how many times you were always on my mind

if only you knew how

if only you knew how much i wanted to say i love you

but it's just only in my wildest dreams

thinking of you makes me feel crazy

you make me sane and go wild at the same time

it's like different colors with different emotions are bursting inside of me

i can't explain what i feel

and i don't how to feel anymore

it's like being ecstatic and anxious at the same time

you make me worried and you make me happy

i've thought of sending you a confession but i don't know how

my friends would always tease me because of you

they would always push me toward you

and i would always trip in front of you

and if you ask me if i'm alright

i would always stutter and i don't know why

i feel like i'm going crazy if i didn't saw a glimpse of you

i would just explode any minute

if only i could just say these things right in front of you with ease

many times in life i've regretted the things i've said without thinking

but i've never regretted the things i said nearly as much as the words

i left unspoken

you can want and want and want... but if that person doesn't want you

back... you might as well wish the sky was red

hopeless hoping,

k.t.y