Y'all I'm already warning, this chapter contain sexual scenes, when the signs appear and you're underage, jump ot until the next signs.

Anyway, let's move on

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Y/N's POV:

The plans for the attack on New York were almost ready, for the past few days after you've brought Loki, the Operation Salvation had progress, even the date was settled, but you didn't like it so much.

There you were on a hallway, by your phone, looking at those old Steve photos... "Our operation will be on the 4th of July, when everybody will be busy" Ophelia announced.

4th of July...Steve's birthday. You remembered the plans you were making before all this mess started, you'd make a party, a party mixing the independence day, very patriotic, just like him....made by America's sweetheart...

-So you did date the captain.-A voice by your side said. You turned to see Loki, leaned next yo you, staring at your phone. You quickly turned off and stayed away.- Oh...You two are not together anymore, am I right?-He had that evil smile, he liked to see you suffer.

-That's none of your bussiness.-You spoke serious.

-Ouch...-He joked making a face.-What a cruel partner

-Now we're partners?
-That's what you told the Asgardian guard...And what everybody believes in here.

-Even if you are, there's no need for you to know about my life. We are here for bussiness.

-Yes, yes, saving humanity whatever you all say.-He rolled his eyes.- But really...I'd like to know, how the loyal Stark's assistant, and now, Captain America's girlfriend-

-Ex-Girlfriend.

-Pardon me, EX-girlfriend...Turned out to be a Hydra member plotting against them?

-Because of lies.-You answered, he lifted his eyebrows surprised.- You know when we met? When you purposed me all this partership stuff?

-How wouldn't I?

-Well, I didn't. They tried to erase my memory. Everything so I couldn't know about my powers

-Tipical...I told you they didn't deserve you.

-Stop the ass kissing, would you?

-Why the rage against my person Lady Y/N?-Be waked towards you, glancing his eyes through your body.

-Don't act like we are friends. I might've not remembered before, but now I do. You tried to kill me.

-But I didn't.-He was verg close now, just inches apart, you could feel his frosty breath as he spoke.

-Because I defended myself.

-Still the same answer.

His green eyes met yours, mysteryous, playful, he had that thing, you didn't know why, but it was almost hypnotozing, like you couldn't get yourself away.

He glanced fastly at your lips, making your whole body have chills, then look again at you fiercely.

-Just...Stay away from me.-You spoke and got out of there with your whole body acting strange.

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Things could be easy for once, but they weren't. After all it was your life, almost like the destiny wants it to be complicated.

There was always that heavy tensiom in the air, the stares, the gestures, everything between you and Loki leaded to second thoughts, even thoigh you didn't want to.

It's not like you were developing feelings, you didn't love him, but there was a sexual tension no one could deny.

You wondered what happened in Asgard to have both hot princes in command, you never really paid atte tion befpre, but each trace of Loki seemed unique and charming, what enchanted you more was that jaw, God, literally, what a God.

Ophelia had the idea of you and Loki training together, she said it would be better so you could be used to fighting between people with real powers, like you'd meet in the Avengers.

And you had to admit, he was indeed an incredible fighter, with agility and inteligence, he did have you some hard work, specially when he started cloning himself.

-What the fuck.-You swore while observing the circle of clones around you.

-What lady Y/N? Is it so hard for you to guess?-His voice echoed but all the clones seemed to say it.

-Of course not...-You tried to gain some time.

-Then find the right one.

-You think I can't?-You smirked.

-Probably not.

-And what do I win if I find the right one?-You said walking through them.

-You want a prize?

-Of course.-You sniffed- It's the minimum-You grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, the other clones- After keep staring at my chest the whole time.

-Was it a strategy of yours to wear a white shirt and sweat afterwards?-He chuckled but his eyes had that cold aesthetic.

-Why? Did I just fool the God of Mischief?

-You know nothing of what I'm capable of.-He whispered, and, all of sudden, disappeared. You turned and there he was, with a successful smile on his face.- Wrong clone.

-None of them were the right one...

-Took you long enough.

You laughed, you liked that sarcastic side of his, the avengers always acted like he was a despicable creature who only seeked for blood and death, but, in front of you at that moment, was just the playful Loki, the one who liked to show his powers, bring attention, and laugh.

Between all that chaos he seemed to be a friendly face in a sea full of strangers.

-What Lady Y/N? Lost something on my face?-He said noticing how long you were staring.

-Just thinking what you want now that I've lost

-What I want?-He gave a smirk and salked towards you.

-If I had the right guess I'd win something, but since I didn't, I guess you have the right to have it.

-Alright then.-He looked at you up and down.-Answer my question:

-What is it?-You whispered, your faces almost touching from the distance.

-What do you think about me? Sincerely.

-That's what you want?

-Answer already.

-Okay...-You thought for a moment- You're...not like the others described.

-And how that is?

-As a blood thirsty God...-You said and he rolled his eyes- You're...just...

-Just?

-Just...misunderstood. And kinda crazy, like me.

-Two lunatics.-He sniffed.

-Well, there's a saying for that "All the best people are crazy".

-I like that.-He glances at your lips for a moment then at yourself again.-You're not quite what I thought you'd be either Lady Y/N.

-Oh really? And how am I?

-Better, much better.-His accent just made that sentence one thousend times hotter.

He leaned on your directions and you forgot about everything at that moment, you closed your eyes and immersed yourself in that feeling, that experience.

His lips meet yours, hot, hungry, both tongues fighting inside, as his hands run through your body, the more you two youched each other the more you wanted each other, almost addicting.

His kisses going down by your neck, he makes a sexy laugh as you let a moan escape.

-Shall we head somewhere more private?-He whispers seductively at your ear and you can't say no.

Your runaway until your room wasn't ehat you can call discrete, whenever the hallways were emlty you two stopped to make out, then continue as the heat increased along with the desire, almost a victory when you finally reached he room, open desleratly the door and closing it once inside.

A part of you screamed inside "Are you crazy? Y/N stop right now!!" But another part was all over for it, already intoxicated by his malicious smiles as he attempted to sneak his hands under your shirt.

You two bompued against a wall, totally oblivious to your surroundings as the kiss continued, you both getting hungrier, you never imagined yourself in that situation with Loki but ypu didn't want sto stop either.

You sucessfully reached the bed, falling you boyh on it, he on top of you, kissing down your neck, thrn stopped and looked intesely into yout eyes, almost like establishing a connection bewteen you both. You never saw a look like that befote in his face, it had meaning, a secret one that you couldn't understand  they seemed honest, fragyl and caring.

-It's too late to escape now.-He tried to appear intimidating but instead seemed nervous.

-Shut up and kiss me-You spoke and pushed him again, as your tongues danced, almost impossible to breathe.

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Loki seemed to afraid to make a first move, and you were almost on fire, so you took an attitude.

You rolled him on bed, staying on top, then leaned yout body close, making your middles brush, making you both shake by thr simple contact of them.

You kissed him while he took of your shirt, your thighs brushing foward and back on his lap, you could feel hin gettting tight on his pants.

Before he could complain about the bra you got rid of them, spotting a smile on his lips as he touched the now unprotected now. You couldn't help but give a soft moan, wich he grinned about, sliding your hands through your tights pulling you closer.

It was like he planned every single touch, rach one of them to provoke some sort of sensation, mostly to tease you, and when he touched your intinate area, even with your pants on, you completly lost it, you took fastly his shirt of, your eyes wandered around his chest fof a whiel, then, your hands explored every single spot, as he gave small and low satisfying sounds as an answer.

But it wasn't enough, it never appeared to be, you two kissed again, but, at the same time, Loki worked on taking your pants (and panties) out,  taking advantge of the chance and staying on top again. You chuckled as he finally had you all naked, kissing yourself again as his hands lowered.

-My turn now darling-He whispered seductively at your ear, his hands went down and started rubbing your intimate area, you tried but let go sounds of plaeasure- Contiue...yes...-He kissed you again, that hot atmosphere in the air persistent.

You wanted more, you wanted his fully contact, everything he got, but he wanted to you to at least suffer the endurance of waiting. Hr inserted one finger inside of you, stroking at the beggining slowly, then faster, you both mosning as the kisses continued harder.

He took the finger out, and, as you noticed he couldn't hold anymore, you turned again on top, positioned yourself on his member, giving him a challenging look, he loved that dangerous sidd of yours, it just had that turn on effect on him.

You pushed to the side one stroke of his hair, kissing his jawline, his hand carrfully sliding until your waist, then you started hopping on him, starting slow, but, faster as he started moaning satisfied, biting his bottom lip, and moving yourself to go harder against him.

-Shite Y/N...-He muttered exhaling heavily.

-You like that?-You teased crashing yourslef into him, he pushed you close to another kiss.

-Bloody hell I do.-He spoke  laughing betwern the moments your lips aparted to meet again.

Everything was simply perfect, from rhe contact of your bodies against each other, to the climax reached, his smiles and low voice asking for more, you don't even know hoe much time you two passed in that bed, having sex with a God just felt...different, like he'd never stop, and you didn't want to as well.

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You woke up, staring to the roof above you, until now, nothing strange, except by the hot ally by your side in the bed, covering his naked body on the sheets.

-Good morning.-That hot mess spoke with that accent, how long has he been awake, staring at you?

-Already awake?-You asked him.

-It's not like we had much last night either.-His words made you remind everything, still felt unreal all those dirty and lustful things.

Crazy cover by Melanie Martinez playing (see video at the beggining of the chapter)

Loki had that look on his eyes again, the one you couldn't understand, a sweet smile on his lips, not a mischevious one like he always had, this time it srrmed just purely happiness.

-What?-You questioned him.

-Nothing.-His voice sounded like a whisper. He carressed your face with oje of his hands, his hands were now warm.-Just...want to stare at tou for a moment...does it look like an incovinient?

-No...-You didn't really know what to say, he seemed so drown in your figure, and that gave you a bad feeling about it.

He seemed to be thinking of something very far but at the same time close, he was admiring your face like it was a valuable piece of art.

-Can you give me any piece of your mind?-You asked and he chuckled showing that chatming smile.

-Remembering them..conditions who led us until this moment.-he played with a strand of your hair- I don't say this to much people but...-He smirked- I'm glad I didn't kill you.

You could finally understand the meaning of that. The gazes, the smiles, the touch, Loki wasn't just foolibg around, he was being serious, and you needed to end that right now.

You took his hand from your hair, his mouth curved a little, surprised by your act.

-I'm sorry.-You spoke without being able to look at his eyes.- I'm sorry this shouldn't have happened.

You sit on the bed, turning your back at him, trying to look over the room where you throwed your clothes the night before.

-What happened?-He went after you,putting his hands in your shoulders.-Did...Did I do something wrong...?

-No! No...It's not you Loki...You're...You're great.-You looked at him, his eyes seeking for help into yours.-The problem is me.

-I...I don't understand.-He shaked his head.

You got out of the bed, as his eyes followed your body searching for your clothes to dress up.

-This...What happened here...It wasn't right.-You put your lingerie again- Please forget what happened.

-I beg your pardon?-He got up and put again his pants, then walked towards you.-"Forget"?

-Exactly what you heard.-You didn't want to face him, you felt ashamed.

-So...-He sniffed but you could tell that he was offended, somehow disappointed- So you regret what happened? Is that it?-He pulled your wrist back to him, your faces inches apart, his breath irregular, he still smelled hot like the sex from last night, his hair messed charmingly falling on his face, as his fragyl cold eyes sinked into your soul- Can you really pretend nothing happened?

You didn't know how to answer, in another condition, in another time you'd reply the way he wanted, you'd erase those words you said, you'd fall into his arms and say that you were wrong, but you couldn't. You couldn't feel the same as him, you couldn't fool him. You didn't want to.

-I can try.-You said the truth- Because it shouldn't have happened in the first place.

It was like you had shot him, declared treason, a war, against him.

-Stop saying foolishness.-He refused to believe.

-So look inside my mind.-You answered.- I...I can't. I'm sorry...

He really didn't want to believe those words, he pulled you in a kiss again, and, for even if it was tempting, you pushed him away. That's when he read it.

His hands let you go at the exact moment.

-...You still love him.-His words seemed to shot me, people always said the truth hurts, that was an example of it.

-I'm sorry Loki.-You looked down at the floor.

He didn't say anything else, angry, he took the rest of his clothes and left, slamming the door. You sat at the bed, by yourself, and buried your face into your hands, you hated yourself for that, hated yourself for playing with Loki's feeling, hated yourself for still lovibg Steve but at the same time didn't want to ever see him again.

If Loki didn't hate you before now he bad the total right to do so. You wouldn't blame him. You deserved it.

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Loki's POV:

Some days passed by, you still wanted to talk, to be close to Y/N, and you felt immature, childish, having the need to get her attention.

The thing is that she was like something you couldn't have, a toy it belonged to someone else had, a different type of Asgard, but this time, in the hands of that silly captain dressed like a clown.

You didn't want to label whatever the hell you were feeling, that angst, that lust, that deep disappointment inside your chest you felt when she rejected you. Rejection never hurt so much before.

The thoughts of the other night would constantly come to your mind, your body acted like a mortal, begging for that once again, craving for her touch, the sound of her voice moaning your name again. But she just wanted him.

You often caught youself staring at her across meeting rooms, passing next to her through the hallways, almkst saying out loud "Give up and come to me", you wouldn't go after her, you were a God, the minimun she could do was regret her choice.

Then why you were the one who had your heart aching...?

You thought you'd keep that awkward silence between you both forever until she came one day, causing surprise at yourself.

-Hey...-She spoke hesitating.

-What do you want?-You gave a sharp answer, you wouldn't appear weak in front of her.

-You're mad...You have the total right to be like that, fine.-She nodded.

"Mad?"you thought to yourself "mad was a light word to describe, I rage inside, I have this, hole inside my chest you witch put inside of me, and now I can't fix it."

-I...I just want to apologize-She said.

-You were talked about that. You made that clear in your thoughts.

-I know but...We...are still a team, right?-She looked into your eyes, that pain inside your chest again, you looked away.

-Who guarantees you're not betrayling me at the end running to your boyfriend's side?

-He's not my boyfriend.

-But you still want him.-Your eyes met hers.

A deep silence was made, just confirming what you said, making you feel slightly annoyed.

- I do. But...It's not going to happen.-She said.

-Then why run away?-You looked back at her

-Because...No matter what I can't just forget him...And it wouldn't be fair with you. I don't want to keep messing with you if I love another person.

-I never said I love you.

-And you shouldn't.-She gave a bittersweet smile.

Love was a strange word to you, guess you never really experienced it, but, by the way Thor always reacted to, it seemed like a painful word, a painful sensation you only observed mortals to have. You wonderrd if you could feel that to. If that pain was somehow similar to it. Letting someone go could be a sign of love? Or were you just mistaking it.

-I guess...We can still be partners. Ee still have a deal, right?-You spoke without looking at her.

-Thank you-You could spot her smile, making you chuckle softly, she had a beautiful smile.

-Thank me when we win that city.

She laughed and alk you could do was observe and keep admiring her.

You couldn't want to fight by her side.

Take over that city.

Get revenge on your brother.

Take Asgard.

And punch that filthy captain.