Hey guys! I had a huge writting block and I'm with an important assigment at school, so it's kind of hard to write this, but I'll do my best! Enjoy it and give your thoughts please!

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Y/N's POV

-You were asleep for 5 days.-Bruce said.

-Two days? Like 5 days straight?-You said surprised.

-Yeah-He looked at Bucky by your side, sleeping on a chair and holding your hand.-He stayed here with you all the time.

You smiled, Bucky was there, probably exhausted, like he didn't sleep at all just to be there with you.

-But Bruce what exactly happened?-You asked curious.

-Tony said that after your meeting with Fisk you fainted.

You tried to remember but your mind was empty.

-As far as I remember he didn't give the information and...I don't know what happened afterword.

-Tony said that he talked better with Fisk, giving him some actions from Stark Enterprises and he accepted.

-So it worked?

-Yes, we are already working on it.

-That's great!-You said happy.

-I should tell Steve you woke up.

-Steve?

-Yeah he was very worried about you, he came here every night while Bucky was asleep to see you.

-Bucky agreed for him to watch me while he slept?

-No, I think he just came here because he wanted to see you.

Steve really cared that much? You didn't know about that...

-Everybody came to see you, Wanda came every morning, and stayed a while, then Tony every afternoon, like 15 minutes but still. I was always here- You both chuckled- Natasha came visit too sometimes, she seemed worried too.

-What about Manuel and Sarah? I didn't tell them.

-We told them you were in a bussiness trip. They were worried but they understood.

-But I'm okay now right?

-Yeah, just need to rest, have a few days at home.

-But my work--

-Stark said that if you woke up you should take days off. No but. I should call him and Steve to tell the good news, excuse me.

He left the room.

You looked at Bucky beside you and tried to wake him up:

-Bucky...Hey bucky...

He woke up scared gazing around the room, like he had a nightmare.

-Bucky are you okay?

He then noticed you in front of him. He hurried and hugged you tight.

-Y/N!-He said relieved, you noticed how worried he was by the strength the wrapped your arms around you.

-It's okay, I'm fine.-You looked at him and he gave you a desperate kiss then broke it, without aparting your sight.

-Shit Y/N you made me worried. 5 goddamn days.

You chuckled.

-Sorry, but it's not like I can avoid it!

-Bruce said that it was overwork, you were very tired and because of that you fainted. You need to rest.

-I know, but there is so much to do--

-I don't care. That jerk is giving a hard time, you should have time for yourself.

-Stark is not a jerk...-Bucky gave you an ironic look- Not everytime, but he's a good boss.

-Really? When was the last time you took a break?

-I...

-You've been working nonstop.

-That's not true.

-Yes it is. Since your first day you had to organize a party, help in a robot attack, meet your mafia boss ex to get information and now get informations with Fisk wich ended with you fainting.

You were speachless...He was actually right, there wasn't much you could say actually.

Then, Tony entered the room.

-Pizza, good to see you.-He said giving a half smile, Bucky looked at him angry.

-Mr.Stark, I'm sorry--

-It's not your fault, actually I need to thank you, we got that information thanks to you.

-But Fisk didn't do his part on the bet.

-I talked to him and he saw he was wrong.

-A man like admitting he was wrong and giving up? Something's not right there.-Bucky retorted.

-You weren't even there.-Tony said coldly- Don't talk as if you understand.

-I'm just caring about Y/N.

-Well guess what? Me too!

-Then why is she in coma for 5 days? You were a shit caring about her!

-Like you could better Tin arm!

-SHUT UP!-You screamed and they stopped,you felt your head hurt just by doing that.- Stop fighting. Bucky what matters is that the deal worked. And Tony, thanks for talking with Fisk, I hope the investigations are doing well.

-They are. Vision, Hawkeye and Romanoff brought good news after they search on the place Zhang told you about, everything is good.

-Then she can rest.-Bucky interrupted.

-Yes.

-But don't you need help?

-It's okay Pizza, no big deal, you need to take some rest, you might break if you don't pause a bit.

You had no choice but to accept.

-Oh, Steve couldn't come, but he sent hi, he was worried about you-Tony said.

-That's very thoughtful of him, thanks.

-I'll tell him to make you a visit someday, now, the limo is ready, we should take you home.

-Thanks.

You packed your belongings, and headed downstairs, until the limo said bye to Bucky, Tony and Bruce.

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-Y/N!- Sarah ran and hugged you.

-Hey!-You said hugging her back.

-I missed you so much! DAD! Y/N IS BACK!-She yelled and Manuel came running

-Y/N! Thanks God!-He hugged you- I was worried, you didn't tell us about any trip.

-It was a last minute decision, but everything went fine, I'm just tired and received a holiday.-You lied to keep them calm.

-As you should, you've been very busy these days. I'll make something good for you to eat.

-Yum! Thanks! I'm going to my apartment change.

You went upstairs and put tour things in the right place. Sat on the bed and stared at the walls for a second.

-5 Days...Wow...-You said to yourself.

It was weird, the world looked the same but you've been sleeping all that time...Maybe that's what Bucky and Steve felt like, well for them was worse since it has been years and everything changed actually.

Most of the people would feel happy to have a holiday but you weren't. You liked your job, the stress and pression were part of it, but you really felt like you were helping. Now you felt kind of...Useless by not doing anything.
Flashback:

"I just did a job interview today"you said to your mom at dinner

She didn't reply.

"I think I went pretty well"you continued. "Maybe I'll get the job"

"This is a waste of time." She protested

"I'm trying to help you at home"

"That's not the help I need"

"And what do you need then? Let me know"

"IF YOU JUST!"She yelled then stopped in the middle of her sentence "I'm tired"

"Mom..."

"I'm thinking of leaving Y/N"

"What?"

"Leave, like enjoy the rest of my mediocre life, alone"

"What about me?"

"You can take care of yourself"

"I'm just 16!"

"You have more capacity to take care of yourself then you know"

"Mom please, I will help, I can do anything--"

"You are useless now."she said sharply "still usless"

"And when will I ever be useful to you?"

"The day you open your fucking mind."

You ignored the harsh memories and went to have dinner with your friends.

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After dinner you went to your apartment and started reading a random book you've found when someone knocked at your door.

"It's late, who could it be?" You thought as you walked towards the door and opened it.

It was Bucky, he gave you an awkward look.

-Bucky what are you doing here at this hour?

-Uh...So...-He tried to talk-I kind of had an argument with Stark and now I don't want to sleep in the same building as him.

-Oh God.

-Can I stay here?

You looked at those sad puppy eyes.

-Fine. Come in.

He gave a smile and entered.

-It's just for this night.

-Then why the backpack?-You asked pointing to the bag he had.

-Uh shit.-He let it out.-Okay maybe I want to stay here to take care of you.

-So you didn't argue with Stark?

-No, I actually did. I almost punched him in the face.

-Great.-You sighed- Okay you can stay.

He gave you a kiss on the cheek and put his bag nearby, after that he sat on the sofa.

-I'm going to sleep.-You said heading to your room.

-Alright, I'll sleep too.-He lied on the sofa.

-You are going to sleep there?-You asked.

-Yeah?

-I thought you were.....

You stared at each other for a second and he smirked.

-Can I?

-Of course you can-You said and realized your words.

He laughed and lifted you until the room throwing you at bed.

-Bucky!-You said between the laughs.

-What? You wanted me too.

-Stop, that makes me look like a pervert.

-If that helps, I was thinking of it too.

-I was just worried about your back sleeping on the sofa. Nothing more than that.

-Are you sure?-He said and gave you a hot kiss driving you crazy.

-Darn...

-I knew it-He chuckled and gave you more kisses, going slowly towards your neck.

-I thought I should rest-You teased him.

-You can rest later-He said and fastly took your blouse and started removing your bra, as you took his shirt.

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Bucky was now lied next to you. Smiling without reason looking at you.

-Can't we just stay like this forever?-He said cutely.

-Like what?

-You and me. No avengers, no fights, no job with a rich idiot dude we don't need to say the name.

-It's good to stay like this...But I like my job.

-Just imagine then-He took your hand- You and me, with a countryside house, far from civilitazion, a peaceful life.

-Where?

-I don't know. Somewhere no one would bother us.

-Don't you like to save the world?

-It's not that I don't like it...-He looked at the walls for a second- I just didn't sign uo for this you know? I didn't ask to be the Winter Soldier...I was just a guy in the army...

You put a hand in his face, he closed his eyes like he could feel the pain all over again.

-It's okay now. Nothing bad will happen to you.

He gave a bittersweet smile.

-Yes, now I have you and Steve by my side. I know you two got my back

-We do.-You gave him a tender kiss, then Bucky cuddled with you and went to sleep- Good night Bucky.

-Good night-He said warmly and gave a kiss in your cheek hugging you tight.

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Steve's POV

You didn't know why but you were nervous. You got out of your car and entered the bakery, meeting the man and his daughter.

-Mr.Rogers? Did anything happen?-He asked.

-No, not all, I just wanted to see Y/N.-You said.

-Ah I see...-His eyes wondered a little- She's at her apartment, just go upstairs.

-Thank you.

You said and walked towards the stairs, each step made you more anxious, as you arrived at her door you took a second and breathed, thinking of what to say.

You finally had courage and knocked.

After a minute the door opened revealing:

-Bucky??-You exclamed surprised.

-Steve??-He said surprised.

Bucky was there, just with his pants, shirtless, his hair a mess, like he just woke up and stayed like that.

-What are you doing here?-You both said at once.

-Did you sleep here?!-You gasped.

-You didn't answer my question, why did you come to Y/N's apartment?

-I came to see her. You slept here with...

-See her? For what? Shouldn't you be with Stark working or whatever you do?

-Shouldn't you be sleeping at your room at the tower??

-Bucky what is going on there?-Y/N said inside the apartment.

-Nothing just a guy selling stuff!-He said.

-Why are you lying? I want to talk with her.

-She's in the shower now. Do you really want me to enter there to talk to her?-He gave a malicious smile.

-...No.-You said awkward.

-Then I think you should go now.

-What? No! Bucky what the heck, you didn't explain why you're here.

-Neither did you.

-I wanted to see if Y/N was okay...Tony sent me.

-Just that?

-Yeah...

Flashback

"Hey Steve" Tony approached you one hour before.

"What?"

"I think you should go see Y/N, you know, she has nothing to do, what if she's searching Hydra or trying to discover what really happened with Fisk etc. Make her a visit"

"Ok" you said fastly and headed to the door.

"Wait wait!" He stopped you.

"What now?"

"Aren't you at least going to say that there's no need for that, or that you don't want to go?"

"No...?"

"You want to see her then?"

"I..."

Tony smiled.

"It's not wike that!" You said childish and left.

-Bucky what are you doing that it's taking you so long?-Y/N yelled from inside.

-Nothing!-He lied again.-Just go Steve, we can talk later.

-But I didn't come here after you!

-Steve please!

-Ok what the heck are you doing--Y/N came to the door and saw you.

-Um...-Bucky tried to speak.

-Steve? What is going on?-She asked.

-I came to see how you were.-You said calmly.

-Bucky why didn't you tell Steve to come in?

-I...I was about to do that, yeah, come in-He pulled your arm inside the apartment.

You came in and Y/N offered you a seat, you and Bucky sat next to each other, still a lityle irritated.

-Steve do you want something? Coffee? Tea? -She asked

-No, it's fine, I'm alright.-You answered.

-I'll get some coffee, I know you like it.

You chuckled, she was right.

Bucky stared at you serious.

-What?

-Nothing-He lied

-Bucky is something bothering you?

-No.

-I know you, tell me.

-Steve I--

-Here is the coffee.-Y/N came with cups in a tray and offered you.- Just one spoon of sugar.

Jealousy by Macy Gray plays

-You remembered it.-You smiled.

-Yeah, I always bring coffee for you and Mr.Stark so...

-And me?-Bucky said.

-How many spoons?

-You don't know how many I like?

-Uh...No?

You holded a laugh.

Bucky grabbed his cup and served himself, Y/N sat on a couch next to you both.

-So...Y/N how are you feeling?-You asked.

-I feel a bit better, I hope to get back to work soon-She said smiling

-You are still resting, don't even think about work-Bucky said serious.

You notice her smile fade a little.

-I think what Bucky meant was...You should come back when you make sure you are better.

-Yeah, you are probably right-She agreed.-So Fisk gave the information? Romanoff brought news about the place? Tell me all about it.

-Hm...-You tried to make her don't know everythng- Fisk gave us a pen drive with details about the contract...Appearently is just one piece of the puzzle, there must be more people involved, mot just person om the contract.

-Like a big boss?-Bucky suggested.

-Like an organization.-Y/N stated correctly- to do a big army of robots the person would need resources, even the richest guy on earth wouldn't do that alone.

-She's right.-You answered.

-What about the place Zhang told us?-Bucky asked.

-It seems like they found something left by receptor of the deliver. Bruce is analyzing its' source.

-Wow...-She said cutely amazed by everything you said- So the you are close to catch them?

-We hope so.

-I wish I could help more.

-You already did an amazing job.

-Yeah, you basically made this whole information possible-Bucky said.

-Not just me, everybody.-She corrected.- Steve for example was an amazing dance partner.

Bucky choked on his coffee.

-S-Steve? Dancing??

You laughed.

-Fisk wanted us to entertain bussinesmen he was dealing with to obtain what we wanted. Y/N and I danced.

-You didn't tell me about that.-Bucky looked at her.

-Maybe I forgot, I was tired.

-What did you dance to?-Bucky asked making fun of you.

-Can't take my eyes off you.- Y/N answered.

-...That's a romantic song....-Bucky made a weird face.

-Yeah, don't even know how I made it-You and Y/N laughed.

-I'm so happy it worked. Now it feels like everything is coming to its place.

-Yeah...-You said trying to don't remember what was going to happen to her in the future.

You stayed a while there then, said bye to Y/N, she thanked you for coming and Bucky led you to the door.

-Aren't you coming back to the tower?-You asked.

-I can't leave her alone.-Bucky answered.

-She can take care of herself.

-Oh really? Then why she fsinted working? Steve she's killing herself in this job. You should know that.

-Bucky she seems to like her work. Msybe you should let her make her own decisions.

-I'm not making decisions for her. I'm helping her.

-Help? Bucky don't act like you are the only one who cares about her, other people do too.

-Oh yeah? Like you Steve? I heard you coming every day when she was in coma.

Flashback

First day of Y/N in coma

Bucky arrived like a hurricane, yelled at Bruce and Tony and was mad at you.

"What did you do to her??"

"She just fainted from exhaustion" Bruce said.

"Your monsters" he entered the room and stayed beside her.

He stayed there the whole day, and night, so you weren't able to see her.

You came at night, while Bucky was asleep, and entered the room. Your friend was there, sleeping at a chair.

"Hey Y/N" you whispered to her, like she would answer. "Are you...alright?"

Just silence. You felt kind of sad because of the silence in the room. You missed her talking.

"I don't know what happened today but...I just wish you are alright"you sighed "I don't know what was those things you made, or what can you do but...I promise I'll try to help you...."

You heard a noise from Bucky, he was moving.

"I should go now, good night" you said and left.

The second day

Once again you didn't enter, at morning Wanda came, she stayed a while, her and Vision, talking with Y/N, you didn't know they were friends, well, why wouldn't she? No one could dislike Y/N, even if they tried to.

In the afternoon Bucky was still there, so you went again at night.

"Hey" you whispered again and standed next to her. "Feeling better?" You tried to joke but no one answered you. "I'm sure you'll feel better soon, you are strong"

You watched her sleep peacefully.

"I hope you are having good dreams..."

You tried to reach for her hand but stopped yourself.

"What is going in with me...?" You said.

"I should go now Y/N, have a good night"

You left.

The third day.

You were worried. Bucky called you and asked why you didn't come visit Y/N yet, he didn't know yiu visited her everyday. You came that day and stayed a while.

"How long do you think she'll satu like this?" He asked concerned.

"I don't know. I hope not long." You answered.

You didn't stay much and left again.

At night you came back. Bucky asleep.

"Hey, wake up you are really making me worried" you sat next to her in bed.

"I heard people say that...When they are in coma they can hear people talking, can you hear me?"

Silence.

"A part of me wants you to listen...and the other don't." You looked around seeing if anyone was watching "so maybe that I can say something I want to say but wouldn't if you were actually hearing"

You didn't know what those feelings were.

"....Please wake up." You asked.

"I...I should go. Good night Y/N" you left.

The fourth day.

You expected Y/N to wake up that day, you even called Bruce but she still was there unconscious.

You passed the whole day thinking about her, Bucky didn't come to train, he was still there, and your thoughts running, anxious for when the night arrives.

Night had finally come and you went to her room. It was the same scenary, Y/N in her bed, with breathing equipement and Bucky sleeping om the chair.

You sat next to her and holded her warm hand in yours.

"I really want you to wake up." You said.

"I...I can't wait for you to run through the tower's hallways, all clumsy, dropping files on the floor while saying I'm sordy multiple times..." you breathed hard "Or to our trainment, so you can tru to beat me again...wich you'll certainly do" you smiled "or to our post train, where we would dit and you'd give me half od the luch you brought from that bakery at your house..."

You stayed in quiet for a second, holding her hand.

"I never thought I would miss you like this"

You let her hand go and headed to the door.

"Have a good night...And please wake up"

The fifth day

Y/N still didn't wake up, so you were extremely worried, what if she never wakes up again? She didn't deserve this.

At night you came again, praying that she would feel better.

You sat on the bed, next to her, and didn't think twice about holding her hand.

"I'm here" you announced yourself "look I know you can't control it...But please wake up"

You holded her hand and observed her little fingers between yours.

At the other side of the bed her hand was being held by Bucky, sleeping on the chair.

"He really cares about you"you said wondering.

"He'll be happy when you wake up.....I'll be happy..." you let it out.

"I don't know what's happening to me but...I just...I just feel this deep pain to see you like this..."

She continued unconscious.

"It might be kinda cheesy but, I'm beghing you to please get out of this bed and be happy"

You went next to her, passed your hand through her beautiful hair and gave her a sweet kiss on her head.

Then walked towards the door, looked at her for the last time and left saying:

"I hope this is the last good night I say to you like this."

And left

-So?

-So why you care so much about her Steve?

-She's my friend.-You said.- What is going with you Bucky?

-I just...!-He looked around, passed a hand through his face and breathed- I'm sorry...I'm just worried.

-Me too.

-So tell her this job isn't good.

-You know I can't say that. She likes her job Bucky.

-But it's not good for her, look at how she is.

-As I said. Y/N knows what is best for her. I'll go now. Bye.

You tapped his shoulder and went back to the tower. Leaving Bucky with Y/N...Why was it weird for you to leave them alone?