Hellooo Guys! It's been a while 😃 I'm updating my real life story ✍️

Guess something happened and I really wanna share this, to say the truth even if I can say it's hilarious or funny to tell but I swear I was scared to the hell at that moment.

Let's started~

Hi Guys! My name is Surova, well it's original me aka your Author Chan in person. I always show myself as Rose and literally in online no-one knows my original name.

Only in real life I tell my real name and use WhatsApp with that, and in online everything I use as Rose, and none has the contact with me as my well known real life person in online world, only you online guys know me as Rose, reality doesn't know who is this and they don't care about it.

That's a good thing because I believe I can make an imaginary wall between online and real life with this by my name between Surova and Rose.

But today something happened that literally scared the hell outta for me at least for some time, a weird dream. Ya like always my dreams are the most who love to torture me mentally 🙂

So it starts like this-

Today I afternoon I was studying and working on my projects before Dec ends and Christmas comes so I can enjoy the holidays without any headache but it was too much for me to take that I am literally tired...

After those dramas from college to home and uninvited troubles... Bruh admitting that I can get a chance to meet you at the end of the day... Means sometimes it's just out of my hands.

Being bored I opened YouTube and the thing popped up is Marvel Spider Man Across the Spider Verse trailer in Hindi and English both.

So I forgot what I was doing and keep scrolling down and listening to it plucking my earphones so in the other room my parents won't hear me or they'll shout for playing songs while they're taking rest.

Ok very well, I guess I missed the song Sunflower by Post Malone and found some other female version and I moved to Spotify (chrome version for saving storage lol) to listen it turning off my screen.

I watched the 1st movie and excited for the upcoming one. Well better say have to wait 1 year until it went public in online... Sorry don't have money to watch it in cinema :'(

So that's it. I keep playing the song again and again setting the playback button just to play only that one in repeat. But I literally slept after that 😅 and I don't even realised it.

(Well I really like mostly this version)

***

After some moments I felt my mother is calling and I woke up but the fact was... It was morning 7.

"Wait-What?", I thought myself blinking stupidly. I checked my phone not believing the wall clock and no it was 7:00 AM for real.

I got confused but did my morning routine whatever but then I realised all of my college projects and files are missing, then I called my mother.

"Mother, did you put my bag somewhere? Where is my college projects and files?", I asked her.

"College projects?", She blinked like I'm asking a weird question. Then she laughed, "Oh- ha. Ok sure whyn't you jumped 2 years of course college huh? Well get ready for the breakfast school is starting at 8:30", then she left.

"Uh? Wait mother I passed my school years are you forgetting about-", but she cut me off.

"Oh com'on are you dreaming about going to college already? Just wait your time will come for sure Rose", then she moved to the kitchen leaving me dumbfounded.

"Am I dreaming- WAIT! Rose? Mother why are you calling me that? I know it's my name somewhere but it's real life and wait how do you know my name is Rose there?", I shouted.

"Rose? What's your problem? The time is ticking get ready oh my look it's 7:30 already! You've to run 60 min if you missed the train. Go hurry!", She shouted at me.

"Train? Huh my school is just 20 min I can always go there by cycle. What happened to you mother?", I checked if my memory is alright but I really remember everything.

"Bicycle? I guess it's you who lost her mind today. No eat and hurry!", She handed over the food tray and went to our room. "Oh God that's weird for sure", but I had no choice.

When I went to my room I saw my ID Card laying on the bed. At least I guess now I can tell what's happening, it should be my college one... But when I checked it... Better I didn't...

Unknown school name, unknown address... Unknown parents name and... The thing made me panic my present Grade, it showed that I'm a school student and specially... the photo and... My name... It showed... 'Rose Star' and my OC picture in the photo place... I dropped the ID Card.

Then I ran to the mirror and same... Just like the photo... Where is ME? Actually?!? Am I into animé world? Is it a dream? Well it's always been my dream to leave in the animé world but this is just so HORRIBLE!

I wanna get out from here Right NOW! Oh God what happened to me? I kept panicking but nothing happened so I changed into the unknown uniform and left the room picking up the so called school bag surprisingly filled up needed things. Probably mother did.

My mother was standing there in the doorway, "Finally I guess you're woken up from daydreaming now take the card and have a nice day ahead Rose". She chirped brightly but I didn't reply.

I sighed checking it's a train monthly card and checked the stations... To- "EXCUSE ME!? WHAT THE HELL IS IT DOING IN MY MONTHLY CARD?!?", I know I've a monthly card for train as my college in Kolkata is 2 hour distance from where I live but...

This is ridiculous... Literally Tokyo? What the hell am I supposed to get here in Tokyo Japan? I screamed and groaned as other people who were passing giving me weird glances and guess what the same scene played of 'Your Name' (Dang- my stupid brain)

"Wait? Am I seeing deja vu?", I don't feel so good but my feets dragged me to somewhere very well known and I found myself in the train station and left for my school... All are totally blur.

The people, the hockers, the loud chatting and shouting all passed away in a blink as I found myself in front of a unfamiliar yet very familiar tall building, I don't know what I was thinking but I moved on.

My head is spinning but I somehow managed to get inside and found among a crowd of students with the same uniform busy talking with each other and other gossips. All are in anime version then "Wait that's her!" A voice maybe called me I'm not sure.

"Huh?", I looked up to see some very interesting people whom I may know but don't recall their name.

"Hey Rose! Glad you are present already-", but I cut them off, "Wait! Can you please tell me which it this place and who is Rose by the way? My name is Surova and I'm from India and I don't know how in the world I ended up in Tokyo, Japan".

They blinked at me like I'm losing my brain cells and talking like an alien just like my mother did but no use they refused to accept my real identity as they started talking about all of my deeds in online as my Wattpad, StarMaker or some other platform friends. How they know I'm that one?

"I guess it's absolutely a dream cause there's no way anyone recognise me so well", I tried to assure myself.

But then other students started commenting me talking about random things I did in online mentioning me as Rose...

"Well Rose that was great..." "You shouldn't write all of the scenes in that one story but still it seems awesome" "Look what about we discuss about it in our Google BSA?" And done...

"BSA? Who are you?", I look up to see Akira along with Ruby, Aiko, Sasha and I guess I spotted the other four Maaz, Sania, Jekey and Twinkle aka Dawn.

And I can feel there's nothing is wrong... My dream is to meet them but not like that... It doesn't seem right.

I grabbed Akira, "What are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be in Delhi?" Then grabbed Ruby, "Sis! What are you here from Chattisgarh?" Then Aiko, "Aiger?!? Why are you not there in Andhrapradesh?", Then Sasha...

But all were saying that same thing, "Rose what are you talking about? Aren't we live here and what are those places you're talking about?" They didn't know their living places...

They didn't know they're from India... They didn't know that we're just online friends and never gonna meet in real life but it'll be a miracle if it's True...

"Oh God... It couldn't be... I swear my dream is to be my OC as Rose Star, I swear I wished for meeting them as their animé version.

I bet I wished to come here in Tokyo for once in a life time but... It's not I want... It's not what I thought... Save Me please! HELP!

"Rose?", "What happened Rose?"

"Hey isn't it Rose Star?", "Hey I've known you from Wattpad are you the same Rose Star?"

Rose? Rose? Rose! Rose?!

"Stop. Please STOP IT!!!", I screamed.

"AHHHH for the last time My Name Is NOT Rose Star! DANG IT! FOR THE LAST TIME MY NAME IS SUROVA! NOT ANY ROSE STAR! PUT IT IN YOUR EARS AND LET ME PLEASE GET OUT OF THIS HORRIBLE WORLD!", Well it's the last thing I remember screaming out to the entire school.

And everything went black...

***

"Surova? Surova? SUROVA?!", A voice called me.

"AHH FOR THE LAST TIME MY NAME IS NOT ROSE STAR!!!", I screamed again. Then I opened my eyes seeing mother standing there with her arms crossed.

"So that's your college projects? Plugging in earphones you're literally taking nap in the afternoon? What about the dishes?", She reminded.

"Uh- yeah sure Mother", I got up then asked again, "Mother what did you call me?"

"Surova? What the hell? Go to work no excuses", she rolled her eyes and left.

I spotted my phone still playing the song 'Sunflower' well... That's the reason I guess... Wait I am back?

I ran to the mirror and saw myself. To say the truth it's the first time I felt so happy seeing the mirror while seeing myself...

"Ahh I'm back YAAY! Love you mirror! Love you myself" literally like I could hug my reflection lol.

I swear I've never felt so happy and relieved to be Surova and seeing myself in the mirror living my own life in my real identity, in actual reality.

Mother be like, "What the actual hell did you've lost your brain cells! No drama! You know your father don't like works undone. And why did you bunk college today for those freaking projects? I wonder why we even send you to Kolkata... Literally waste".

Then again... I returned back to myself my old boring life and their comments about my choice and career...

They just don't like I am going to Kolkata and our of their eyes. I'm becoming distance but it's not what they're actually thinking, it's different.

I know they're physically unwell so I've to stay by their side and help them and have to continue my studies but I can't stay in my locality institutions...

The subjects I've chosen it's not available there and there's no way I'm wasting my time studying what I don't like.

So I applied to a college in Kolkata but they're not so happy, they want me to stay but I want to be free... to be ME!

And other things... *Sigh* I really don't wanna recall just so horrible things...

So then my life moves from Sunflower to Silent Scream by Anna Blue of course, it's my actual reality.

Even though I dreamt to be here this dream or better say nightmare taught me to be myself no matter how hard reality is... I've to be myself...

Still you guys are pure blessings 💙✨ thanks for always staying by my side.

Wattpad is the only social media that helped me to express myself and I get so much friends and they become my online family I could never forget.

I hope we'll be friends forever and even though the dream was a nightmare I still wish I could meet you all one day.

So it ends here.

I know maybe it's weird and awful but I am saying the truth. Laugh if you want I really don't mind, you're the reason I'm here today.

But I guess after this I'm not sure if I can be so happy with the name 'Rose' at least for a while... Even if I have to ignore online for a while...

I really don't know what happened to me but it's time to be real... My parents won't understand, online friends never know, reality never know and I don't know myself...

My destiny is a mystery and only I can solve it, my own life puzzle.

So wish me good luck to my life journey and I'm very happy to write it here as none in reality gonna believe my idiotic blabbering.

Thanks for everything 💙✨

See you soon 👍

Take care and stay safe ❤️✨