March 30

I have so many things I want to say,

But this paper won't be enough to contain it.

If only,

There was someone who was willing to listen.

I'm a 25 year-old man.

Yet my heart was broken more times than I can possibly count.

My heart was broken so many times that now, its absolutely shattered.

There are just tiny pieces that still remain, that still beat.

It won't last for long.

My parents divorced each other and couldn't care less about me.

My friends turned their back on me.

Some even stabbed me in the back.

I've dated three girls.

All three left me for someone better, someone richer.

I only ever wanted one thing.

To wake up while staring into the eyes of someone I love,

Who also loves me back,

But I've only ever woken up to a cold and empty bed.

I have no more love left to give.

And I barely have a heart left to receive any love.

I am now nothing more than a soulless man.

A soulless man has no life.

Maybe, just maybe,

One day,

Someday,

Someone might be able to find some comfort in my words.

And that day,

My soul will finally rest in peace.

Kim Namjoon.

I smile.

Jungkook gasps.

"Yuri!" he shouts, "you're actually smiling. What a beautiful smile. Where did you hide it all this time?"

I smile wider.

Jungkook flashes an adorable bunny smile of his own.

I suddenly place a finger to his lip and signal him to be quiet.

I then shut my eyes and whisper,

"Thank you Namjoon. Your words gave me comfort. May your soul finally rest in peace."

I slowly open my eyes.

His words had made me realise just how lucky I was to have Jungkook.

I close the book as it was the last entry and keep it aside.

I turn to Jungkook.

"Jungkook........." I start.

His eyes crinkle a little as he smiles.

"I love you."

He beams.

He connects his soft lips with mine.

Bliss.

Plain, simple bliss.

That's what I feel every second I spend with Jungkook.

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thanks Namjoon.