school felt super long today. maybe because the subjects are boring? or maybe because i'm lack of sleep these days? or probably just because i didn't spend time with beomgyu? but i don't think so, eventhough today felt empty.

i was so tired but still need to rush myself to do my assignments. i know we're having winter break but that's the tradition of my school, giving out assignments during break. since break gonna start tomorrow, this week was such a hectic week. i almost died thinking of things that i have done this week, but it's okay i guess. reminding of it, it was such a good idea of me to confessed to beomgyu, at least after this i wont be seeing him and or maybe wont see him again anywhere after break.

a few knocked sound came from the outside of my room. "come in!" i said. "areum, taehyun is downstairs. oh my, i miss him so much. i thought yall aren't friends anymore." mom said excitedly. i just can smile and walked downstairs with mom.

"glad he came after i cooked something special." mom uttered.  "eh, why do you made something special today mom? is there any news?" i weirded out.

"oh i just feel like wanna made something special today." mom giggled. "why don't you call beomgyu and sora to come along?" mom added. how am i supposed to tell mom? the exact question is, should i tell mom?

"no it's okay mom, they're busy preparing christmas with their family." i replied and mom just nodded, understood with what's going on.

we walked to our living room to the sofa that taehyun sat. he's watching the tv, enjoying the show that shown on the screen while eating chips that mom served.

"oh, hi areum! i'm here to give your bottle back." he stood up and trying to gave me the bottle after he realised i am already standing besides the sofa, as always with his smile.