⋆˙⟡ eternally 19

the day before you died, you had called me. i'm guessing you knew it was your last day with me, with everyone. you were in the hospital again, and you confessed everything. you had stage 4 lung cancer, and the doctors had caught it too late. you had known for months but never told me because you didn't want me to worry. if i had known, maybe i could've been more prepared to hear the heart monitor let out a long beep as you flatlines. why did cancer take you, nishimura riki? you still had so much life left to live.

⋆˙⟡ eternally 19