PART- 42
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Sidharth and Shehnaaz had a great time in orphanage spending time with the kids. Playing games, taking, laughing, giggling, listening their story, telling their story a little, cutting cake, eating snacks, giving gifts. It was a great experience to meet such cute little Angel's. After spending time for good 2-3hrs. they left from there saying good bye to them.
"You wanna go somewhere else sweetheart?" Sidharth asked after sometime leaving from orphanage
"Hmm! Can we go marine drive? You love sea. We will eat some pao bhaji, garam garam bhutta and some ice cream. Chocolate ice cream. Bas tumhare fans naa ajaye waha." She suggested
"Sure! We will go. Jatin marin drive chalo." He ordered, Jatin nods.
"And Shehnaaz, don't worry about my fans. I'll hide my face. Remember I carry fake beard and moustache with me. New addition. I also have a wig! Long hair!" He informed chuckling
"I want you the way you are Sidharth. Not hiding yourself from people. Even your fans. If they loves you they'll accept you the way you want to be. Private. Everyone have the right to live like normal people. Even us. Who are actors. You know the time I'm here is the most beautiful time I have spend. Far away from people's eye. Who knows me. From media reporter, fans. Everything. Only you. I'm feeling like I'm independent finally. Free and living a simple life. They should respect your privacy." Sana said making him smile widely
"If I go to your earth someday. I will still have to face all this. Pathetic life." He said sadly making her giggle
"Yes! You are famous. Quite famous there. Even today. Many have forget but his fans didn't. SidHearts and SidNaaz fans. They still remember you. I mean him. Still love him. And will always love him. I know it. They will love you too. If you go there. IN DREAM. As you won't go there EVER. I know. You're not mad. Who will jump into this ocean. To die. Huh?" Sana said smiling hiding her pain
"Hmm! That's for sure. As long as you're with me I won't do that for sure. But you never know me. I'm very daring. You see!" He winked stealing a kiss on her lips making her grasped as Jatin was here.
"What is wrong with you? Jatin hai." She reminds him in low voice
"Nothing! Look into my eyes baby." He replied holding her hand tightly
"Sidharth!?" She was confused but looked into his black orbs and saw immense love for her.
"I wanna tell you something. IMPORTANT. Listen it very carefully. Hmm?" He said but stopped in middle
She nods.
"Chahe kuch bhi hojaye. Like kuch bhi. We will be TOGETHER at the end. I promise, we will have our own HAPPY ENDING. Do you understand me? WAADA HAI, Sidharth aur Shehnaaz saath honge aur khush rahenge. Hmm?" He said assuring her that they are the END GAME.
She gets shocked but moreover emotional which she hide with a fake smile and nods silently.
"Good. Do you wanna jump into the ocean and to back to your earth now. Like a GADHI?" He asked jokingly making her shocked
"Sidharth shut up!" She replied irritatedly hiding her pain
"If you want I can come with you. Soch lo. Dono saath mein doob marenge. Epic happy ending. We will directly meet in heaven. Or maybe hell. I'm not a saint after all nor you." He said farther laughing making her angry now for real
"I'll kick your ass Sidharth. Stop talking nonsense please." She said angrily but pain was visible in her voice
He cursed himself for joking about their death like this. He knows how sensitive she is about this topic but still he did making her angry and hurt. He quickly took her for a hug and said numerous sorry to her.
"Sorry!" He said genuinely feeling sorry and guilty
"Bakwas mat karna kabhi. Muh tod dungi tera kutte." Saying this she hugged him back tightly.
The fear of losing him again made her angry and nothing else affected her.
Soon they reached Marine drive and both directly went to the place where they went before. The hill top. Both sit holding each other arms tightly. And looked towards the ocean in silence. When Shehnaaz heart was crying thinking about tomorrow. And Sidharth was thinking how she came back to him from here. From this place. Looking for her Sidharth who died 5 years back. She was all ditched in that white salwar suit. Looking mess yet beautiful in his eyes. He thought how time changes so first. Now they are together. In love with each other. He got his Sana back in her. She got her Sidharth in him. It was Sidharth who broke the silence after good 15mins of silence.
"Ahem! Ahem! Baby, I wanna give you something." He said softly caresing her arm softly gaining her attention
She looked up to him raising an eyebrow asking "What?" in silence.
"Wait. I'll be back soon." Saying this he got up and went back to his car
"Kya kar kaha hai yeh?" She thought seeing him looking for sometime in car
Soon he come back with a gift bag in his hand and sat beside her in his previous way.
"My first gift for you. For our special night. I couldn't give you something last night. So, just open it and see. And tell if you liked it or not." He said in one go then gave nervous smile to her giving her the bag
She felt loved, special, delighted, in awe of him and on and on. Keeping the bag aside making him shocked and sad. She cupped his face pulled him closer and started to kiss him softly and gently pouring her love for him. Soon he also started to reciprocate smiling inbetween the kiss. He pulled her closer holding back of her neck to deepen the kiss. After good 5min they broke the kiss panting heavily. All smiling.
"Gift kuch bhi ho. I'll love it for sure. Mere Sidharth ne jo dia hai." She smiled confidently making his smile grew listening MERE SIDHARTH.
She opened the bag and grasped and got emotional too. There was a beautiful star and moon golden pendant and a star gold anklet having a cute bell too. STAR which she loves the most. Each have a note. Deep and meaningful massage for her. Showing his love for her.
In Pendant- "MY RAISING STAR, Make A Wish And Put On This Necklace. Your Brilliance Will Lead You Down To A Path Of Joy And Success. Wear This As A Reminder That You're Headed Straight For The Top. Which Is Me. Ha-Ha-Ha Just Kidding Baba. *Wink"
He must have said "Just Kidding" and laughing on it. But she knows he ment it. Now for her he is the only thing she wants. Only one she wants at this moment. To live a life with him. Not her career. Now her only need and desire is HIM. ONLY HIM. He is her happiness (Her Khushi). He is the only thing she win now (Mujhe tujhe jeetna hai).
In Anklet- "My Sana, This Anklet Is Not Just A Normal Ankle. It's My Love Chain. Chain, The One Criminals Wear In Jail. So, That They Can't Run Away. That Chain. Sorry, If You Felt Offended By This Example. But You're A Criminal. You're Crime Is, You Stole My Heart. AGAIN! This Is That Chain Which Will Captivate You In My Love, With Me. The Bell Sound Will Be Your Reminder To Tell.. Now YOU'RE MINE. And You Can't Runaway From Me EVER."
After reading this she was almost at the verge of crying out loud. But she stopped herself from doing so. They're in public.
"How's it?" He asked bring her back on earth.
"Beautiful. I told you already. I loved it. Make me wear it with your own hands." She replied in chocking voice and gave him back the bag
"Glad you liked it." He happy took the bag and made her wore the pendant first kissing her neck. Then made her wore the anklet.
"I wanna kiss your feet too. But I can't. We are not at home. But will do after going back in OUR BEDROOM." He winked expressing his desire then kissed her forehead lovingly
She felt like chocking and burying herself alive in ground seeing his love for her. For thinking to break his precious heart tomorrow. Her eyes automatically welled up feeling guilty but moreover feeling helpless infront of the situation. She wants be with him. Live with him happily. But she can't. Her family is waiting for her to return. She knows they're waiting for her. Even after reading her letter which she left behind for them. Telling them she's going in search for Sidharth to be with him. To get him back to them. So that they all can live happily ever after.
"Let's eat pao bhaji. I love pao bhaji. Even golgappe. Chalo." He said pulling her up to get up bring her back to earth again
She nods. Then they went back to their car. Sidharth asked Jatin to bring everything for them all. They enjoyed eating and talking nothing but everything. Then head back to home taking a pao bhaji parcel for Suhana.
As they reached home. They saw his father at home talking with Suhana. He wants to get beck to her. As he still loves her only. This made Sidharth angry to no end. And Suhana was at the verge of crying. She still loves her husband. But she can't afford to lose her son. She can't let him know he is not her blood. She is not his biological mother. But his aunt Rita Shukla. But little did she knows he already knows his truth.
"Apka himmat kaise hua mere ghar ane ki? Yeh admi ata kyu hai yaha? Hum dono ko chod ke jane se pehle sochna chahiye tha apko. Now you want her back. And love her too. Wow! Itna pyaar tha toh chod ke kyu gaye unko? Mujhe? Huh? Dusri aurat ke paas kyu gaye ap?" Sidharth said seething in anger
"Tere wajah se. Teri maa ki wajah se. Yeh maa.." He was cut by Suhana
"Chup rahiye ap. Aur ap jaiye yaha se. Hume apki zarurat nahi hai. Please jaiye ap. Bhagwan ke waste jaiye ap." Suhana said almost begging him to leave
"Aur kitna Suhana? Aur kitna chupaogi? 31 saal se toh chupa hi rahe ho tum. Main. Hum dono. Sidharth, tu hamara beta nahi hai. Yeh teri sagi maa nahi hai. Aur main baap." He was cut by Suhana
"Chup rahiye ap. Aur jaiye yaha se. Jhoot mat boliye mere bete ko. Sidharth tu.. tu mera hi beta hai. Yeh admi jhoot bol raha hai." Suhana said crying
When Sidharth was shocked. He knew it but still hoping it to be a lie somewhere. But listening it from their mouth there's no doubt left for him to accept his reality. He was living in a lie. All his life. Because of them.
"Ap kya bol rahe ho?" Sidharth asked angrily to his father still in denial somewhere
"Sach bol raha hoon. Yahi sach hai. Tu mere bade bhai Ashok Shukla aur Rita bhabi ji ka beta hai. Preeti aur Neetu ka chota bhai. Tere parents ke death ke baad maine aur Suhana ne tujhe godh liye tha. Iss khandan ka chirag hai tu." He said clearly
"Bas iss liye adopt kia mujhe apne? Khandar ka chirag hoon?" Sidharth asked been heartbroken
"Sidharth aisa kuch nahi hai beta." Suhana said but was stopped by him
"Please let him talk. I want to know the bloody truth." Sidharth said angrily making everyone flinch with the high tone
Suhana became quite immediately crying silently. Sana thought to leave from here giving them space but Sidharth stopped her holding her hand tightly. She obliged standing beside him quietly.
"Haan. Yeh tere iss maa ka idea tha. Yeh maa nahi ban sakti iss liye. Yeh mujhe tab pata nahi tha. Baad mein pata chala. Tu bohot chota tha tab 4 saal ka. Iss liye asani se hune maa-baap maan liye tha tune. Jab mujhe pata chala yeh maa nahi ban sakti mujhe bohot gussa aya ispe. Apni kismat pe. Aur tere pe bhi. Tab tu 6 ka tha. Hamari shaadi ke tab 4 saal hogaye the. Par baccha nahi horaha tha. Main baap nahi ban sakta tha iske wajah se. Tujhe dekh ke gussa ata tha. Yeh soch ke mera bhi ek tere jaisa bata yah beti hoti. Mera apna khoon. I'm sorry Sidharth. Main galat tha. Bohot galat. Tujhe hi apna khoon maan lena chahiye tha mujhe. Tere liye ek accha baap banna chahiye tha. I'm sorry beta. Tera gussa, nafrat sab sahi hai mere liye. But sach bolu main aaj bhi teri Mom se pyaar karta hoon. Uss aurat se sirf ek bacche ke liye shaadi kia tha tab. Aur kuch nahi. Main Suhana ke liye bhi gunhegar hoon. Mujhe pata hai. Main ek accha baap aur pati nahi ban paya. Mujhe usko support karna chahiye tha. Tujhe accept karna chahiye tha. Dil se. Mujhe maf kar do tum dono." He apologised folding hands to them
"Abhi ap jaa sakte hai. APNE FAMILY KE PAAS." Saying this Sidharth went towards his room taking Shehnaaz along with him
"Kyu kia apne aisa? Cheen liya apne mera bete ko mujhse. Nafrat karega woh ab." Suhana said angrily to her husband as Sidharth left
"Usko haq hai sach janne ka. Uska asli maa baap kon hai. Aaj Ashok bhai ka birthday hai. Unko birthday gift de dia. Unka beta Sidharth. Aur tum socho jo maine bola hai hamara. Kitne saal barbad kar dia tumne dur reh ke. Sidharth ke wajah se. Hum saath hojate 25 saal pehle. Jab Sidharth 10 saal ka tha. Maine bola tha hum charo saath mein rahenge khushi khushi. Tum, main, Sidharth aur mera beta. Maine chod dia tha uss aurat ko. Sirf tumahre liye. Kyu ki main sirf tumse pyaar karta hoon. Par tumne nahi suna. Sidharth ki nafrat ke wajah se. Ab main chalta hoon." Saying this he left and Suhana started to cry more thinking about their destiny and life
This was hard by Sidharth and Shehnaaz. He was in great shock moreover in guilt somewhere he was the reason of their long separation. 25 years is not a joke for sure. They loved each other. They wanted to be together. But they couldn't because him, his anger and hatred. He started to blame himself for their misery. Still knowing it was fully not his fault. He was young and a kid. His anger and hatred was justified at that time. As he used to think he is their son. They're his parents. His father cheated on his mother. By going in a relationship with another woman.
"Sidharth, don't. Don't balme yourself please. It's not your falut." Sana requested him knowing what he must be thinking now
"Am I a bad person Sana? I kept them away from each other. For so long. Fucking 25 years. Maine jaan bujh ke nahi kia yaar. I swear." He said in crying tone almost chocking on his words
She made him sit on bed and hugged him tightly.
"I told you not to blame yourself. Tum bacche the tab, Sidharth. They were adults. Uss waqt mummy agar tumhe samjahti tum samajh jate. Tum hamesha se happy family chahte the dono ke saath. Khud ko blame mat karo. Please bebu." She tried to console him when her own voice was cracking a little
"I'm not feeling right baby. Aaj mere papa ka birthday hai. Aur yeh sab hogaya. I lost Mom too. I felt like I'm an orphan now." Saying this he started to cry hiding himself inside her neck
"Sidharth aisa kuch nahi hai. Main hoon. Mummy hai. Sab thik hai bebu. Please rona band karo tum. Mummy abhi bhi tumhara Mom hai. She still loves you." She said caresing his hair scalp and rubbing his back continuously
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