CECILIE REMINGTON

today was the day i go back to london, louis and i have not talked or hung out since new years but today we had to. our parents said that we'd be going on the airplane together, i knew we needed to talk eventually.

i lay on my bed still stunned about louis actions, why would he do that? did something happen? is he mad at me? millions of questions submerged my head.

someone knocked on my door, "cece can i come in?" danis soothing voice said.

"yeah of course" i sighed.

"you look so miserable pookie" danielle sat next to me.

"no shit sherlock i just got cheated on"

"stop crying over some boy, hes not worth your time"

"i want to cut my hair"

Danielles mouth slightly dropped  "what"

"i.want.to.cut.my.hair."

"alright bet lets go!" she yelled and pulled my hand up.

"you know what"

"what"

"cut it for me"

"this is so much better than i imagined!" she squeaked.

"if it looks bad, im killing you"

"dont worry im a professional"

"mmmm sure"

she rolled her eyes.

—

dani did whatever she had to do to cut my hair, i was blindfolded the whole time.

"ready?" she blurts out.

"yeah i guess"

"ok!"

i took the blindfold off and- wow it looked amazing! i never thought i'd look good with short hair.

"dani.. i love it"

"AHHJ im so glad you like it!!!" she jumped up and down.

"yeah"

"hey i have an idea"

"what is it?"

"we could hang out with the whole group since its your last day"

"really!"

"of course"

"uhm ok, lets text the groupchat, its been like forever since ive seen them"

"everyone misses you cecilie"

"then lets text the-"

"how about we go to their houses and surprise them?"

"dani, your a genius i love you"

"c'mon get ready!"

"ok"

"im gonna wear your clothes cuz mine are lame asf"

"do whatever you want"

we grabbed our skateboards and went off.

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first we went to elena's house because she lived pretty close to me, we are currently going to get nick, danny and will where at the skatepark so we'll just go there later, danielle checked their snapmaps.

elena rung the doorbell, someone slowly opened it.

"CECILIE, IS THAT YOU BAE?" nick yelled squeezing me into a tight hug.

"YES IT IS"

"did you cut your hair? it looks amazing"

"yeah actually dani cut it"

"dani you did so good damn"

"i know" she she sighed confidently.

"so what are we doing" he asked.

"well we want to get the friend group together because its been a while and we can all hangout" elena answered.

"that sounds great lets go"

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we got to the skate park, danny and will where doing tricks and all that cool stuff, i mean i know how to skateboard but i cant do any tricks.

"i have an idea" dani whispered.

"what is it?" elena asked.

"cecilie could go up to them and ask if they can teach her how to skateboard"

"why would i do that?"

"because they prolly won't recognize you, you changed alot c"

"ok"

"we'll watch from here, itll be so funny" nick said.

"go!" elena pushed me.

i started walking over to them with my skateboard, wow william grew by like 5 inches and danny looks nothing like he did 6 months ago. it's probably the hair and style.

"hey, can you guys teach me how to go that"

danny stopped, "yeah sure-" will cut him off.

"you look really familiar"

"really cuz u- uh ive never seen you before"

"ok" he answered.

"wait.." he took a pause and looked at me. "will you cant be that blind, is your new name adrien?" danny scoffed.

"no, she just looks familiar" william scratched his neck.

"THIS IS CECILIE DUMBASS"

i bursted out laughing because williams confused face looked really funny.

"oh it is actually cecilie" he softly laughed.

the others ran here laughing their asses off.

"WE ARE ALL HERE, TOGETHER!" danny yelled out happily.

"we missed you so much" will and danny hugged me.

"its been a hot minute huh?" dani said.

"it has. its been long" nick answered.

"do you guys wanna hang together its my last day back here then i go back to england" i said.

"of course!" they said in sync.

——

we caught up on what happened with each of us.

"so how's louis?" william asked.

"oh uhm-" dani cut me off "something happened on new year's"

"what happened" danny asked.

"dont ask her-" dani answered defensively.

"its ok ill tell them, we are all friends since middle school after all right?"

she nodded.

"basically dani was wasted so i went to the bathroom with her and when we went back out he was making out with jenna"

"no-" elena said in disbelief.

"son of a bitch!" nick gasped.

"you deserve better" william said.

"what an asshole" danny added on.

"what is actually horrible is that i have to be on the plane with him tomorrow sitting next to eachother and my parents are friends with his family and they dont know"

"does he have siblings?" nick asked.

"yes two sisters and im close with them, they dont know either tho"

"oh my"

"we'll figure things out, ill text him."

"why wont you talk to him in person" dani suggested.

"wait hes here?" elena asked.

"yeah" i answered.

"then talk to him"

"ill text him! i mean we have to leave tomorrow early in the morning so ill talk to him then"

"alright" nick said.

"now forget about that lets have fun, i need to leave at 10 pm"

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we hung out till dark today aas probably one of the best days ever. being with my friends the whole day. catching up, having a good time. it gave me serotonin.

"goodnight!" i yelled to everyone

"goodnight cecilie" they yelled back.

i stepped in the house and went straight to my room, i pulled out one of my pajamas that wasnt packed and got a towel. i went in the bathroom and showered. when i got out i got dressed and flopped on my bed and got my phone.

someone opened my door, "hi cecilie," my mom peeked in.

"hello"

"are you excited to go back to england?"

"of course" i answered woth a fake smile.

"louis came by today, he asked where you where i told him that you where out with your friends"

"oh u- um yeah, thanks for letting him know"

"your welcome, if you want anything just go downstairs ok?"

"ok, thamks mom im gonna sleep now, goodnight"

"goodnight my love" she closed the door.

i laid my head on the pillow and drifted off to sleep.

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1:24 am

"cecilie" someone whispered, shaking me. it was pitch black so i couldn't see who.

"who is this" i whispered back slowly opening my eyes.

no answer.

i turned on my phone's flashlight, there was louis, kneeling right in front of me.

"what are you doing here- how'd you get in"

"through your bedroom window"

"well get out before i call the cops!"

"seriously?" he scoffed.

"no im not being serious but get out im not dealing with this at.. one in the morning"

"im sor-"

"i dont care" i said almost crying.

"cecilie i didnt mean to hurt you"

"yeah well you did. now please leave"

"what are we going to do with our families? what about my sisters? they love you more than they love me, millie will kill us for breaking up. and issie really likes you"

"simple, we act like we are together whenever we need to, i stay friends with your sisters, and our parents will stay close. no one will suspect a thing"

he stayed silent for a bit, "ok then" he sighed.

"now can you leave"

"as you wish"

"goodnight ill see you at the airport"

"goodnight, i love you" he said climbing out the window.

i love you.

it kept repeating in my head, keeping me from falling asleep. maybe i should've let him explain what happened? no actually its his fault.

question after question my brain was flooding...

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sorry for not updating for the last 3 weeks but heres a chapter to make it up to you guys </3