Y/n's P.O.V :

Ugh I want to see it!

I thought while walking back and forth across my room. I really can not control myself anymore.

I want to open the text Ricky sent me! I haven't opened it since yesterday. And he texted me again today.

-'I'm going to open! That's it!' I sat on my bed and grabbed my phone.

There are 4 new messages. Two are from yesterday and two are today's.

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Yesterday
9:44 pm

Ricky : Heyyyy

Ricky : What's up? How was school today??

Today
10:23 am

Ricky : Hiiii

4:55 pm

Ricky : I miss you ☹️

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After reading the messages, I turned off my phone and threw it beside me on the bed.

I let out a deep sigh...

If only I could say how much I'm missing him too...

I'm embarrassed to think about how much I'm actually struggling.

Some part of me want to break the dare but I know I have to confess to him if I loss which I'm not ready to do yet.

Ugh! Go to sleep Y/n! You have to win this dare! It's just a little thing! You can do it!

I tried to encourage myself and flipped over to the other side of the bed. I tried hard to fall asleep in order to keep myself from overthinking.