TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND DEPRESSION. IF THIS MAKES YOU UPSET IN ANY WAY, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS PART.

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baby bear 🐻 - Brendan
adopted child ❤️ - Vienna

1:20 am

baby bear 🐻
vivi, i just wanted to say sorry.
it's not your fault at all. i know
you'll blame yourself. don't.
it was my choice and i couldn't
do this anymore. move on for me
ok? i forgive you for everything.
even the time when you smashed
my ps4.
ever since i joined social media,
there have been hate comments.
and you know i read every single
comment. it got addictive after a
bit, like i was taking a drug or
something. and then i got the
tattoo on my face and people said
i was ruining my face. and there
was worse. they told me to stop
feeding off your fame (again, NOT
YOUR FAULT AT ALL). they told me
that i wasn't good enough for my
family because i haven't done anything.
and i hated it. but it consumed me.
but vivi, i'm a good actor. i really am.
mom didn't know. dad didn't know.
no one knew. you didn't know.
but i hope that you'll be happy.
i love you so much vivi, you're an
amazing sister. keep doing what
you're doing ok? i love you.

7:32 am

adopted child ❤️
brendan this is a joke right
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brendan, this isn't funny
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stop it
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no
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the author speaks:
my teacher just sent us an animation
of a cat falling off a wheelchair.

we've entered dark times.