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hi guys!! it's been a while since i've talked on here so i decided i should probably talk about my life at the moment 🧎‍♀️

so, today's my birthday! and i'm really happy, i cried actually FHDJDJDNFMFC

the reason being because i finally feel happy for the first time in ages. i never talk about my depression because i don't like people having to worry about me. i feel like if i tell people it's something that weighs on them and that they feel like they have to be careful with me.

not really the point though.

lately i just have felt really... hopeless. to say the least, and i haven't been happy for months. not really happy anyway. but today i cried because this is the first time i've felt happy in so long. i finally feel like i have something to look forward to.

this turned more into a vent than anything but i'm just — i'm really happy.

today's been good.

but i hope everyone reading this is doing well and know that i literally love you all so much. you better be staying safe before i kick you in the throat!!!!

but i wanna thank everyone who's already wished me a happy birthday and made me feel so special!! you guys mean the world to me 🥺🥺

i got too fucking soft in this but i hope this is enough of an update for everyone LMAOOOOOO i hate being soft what the fuck is this feeling.. let me be mean again thanks 💋

BUT BYE....... UNRELATED BUT I LOVE ATSUMU MIYA SM,,,,, THAT PISSHEAD IS SUCH A BABY AND FOR WHAT!

i wrote this all as a speed run so if you call out my spelling mistakes i WILL destroy you and cry at your funeral..........fuck you!!