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This starts from the makdi task where shefali was blocking sana so badly that Sana's belly got hurt. When Shefali was blocking sana, sana realized it that it's paining in her belly but she ignored it and focused on the game. After the round ended and shefali left sana. Sana quickly stood up and went inside the washroom and checked her belly. Asim also ran behind her to see what's wrong, siddharth was tensed and worried for her but his ego won't let him accept that. He just pretended like he don't care but from inside he was dying to know what's happening in there that too sana and asim alone 😂.
Sana was still inside the washroom when asim went and knocked the door, he spoke softly
"Sana tu theek hai kya hua"
"Shayad mujhe lag gayi hai belly pe blocking ke samay" sana said in a painful voice
"What the fuck sana tu bahar aa ham confession room mai jaenge Tu bahar aa jaldi Bigg boss sana ko lag gayi hai please aap doctor ko bulao aur confession room khol do please bigg boss" asim said holding his Mike
Sana came out holding her belly from one hand and asim held her another hand and her shoulder to support her and made her sit on the washroom bed and sana laid down to reduce the pain, it was paining very badly. Asim ran out to the task area and said
" Rashmi vishal andar chalo yaar jaldi sana ko chot lag gayi hai uski belly mai bhot dard hora hai she can't even walk properly kuch jungli logo ki wajah se" asim said the last lines glaring at shefali and Siddharth
"What" rashmi said in a loud voice and ran inside to see sana(rashmi actually cares for sana, she is attached to her) and vishal also followed them.
Here Siddharth's breath got stuck in his throat, he was not able to digest this fact that his idea of blocking will end up hurting sana only. He was hell worried for her, he wanted to go to her hug her console her take care of her but his ego and arrogance his biggest enemies were stopping him. So he quickly went inside the smoking room.
Siddharth was not smoking, he was just sitting there and thinking
" Agar usko jyda lag gayi to, ye idea tha bhi Mera ki block karo but mai nahi chahta tha ki kisiko bhi chot aaye specially sana ko to bilkul bhi nahi vo theek hogi na hope vo jaldi theek ho jaye agar usne iska bhi blame mujhpe hi laga diya to ki vo hurt meri wajah se hui hai kuki idea to mera tha agar vo sachi mai merse baat nahi karegi to sach mai hurt ho gayi to. To mujhe ku itna fark pad raha hai i was never a overthinker fir mai kyun itna jyda Soch raha hoon uske bare mai mai bhi hurt hua hoon usse. Nahi ye bas isliye hora hai kuki Mai uski care karta hoon aur vo dost hai ab bhi meri aur ye to normal human tendency hai kisike liye bhi mai aise hi behave karunga agar use chot lagegi to han aur Kuch nahi hai"
Siddharth said convincing himself and denying his feelings all again but he didn't knew that very soon he'll be accepting his feelings happily and he'll crave for her the way she did for him. Siddharth wasn't ready to believe that she's okay so he went inside the washroom to see Vishal sitting silently there. He asked Vishal
"Baki sab kaha hai sana kaisi hai kaha hai vo"
"Sana confession room Mai hai doctor aaye the na isliye kisi ek ko saath jaane bola tha to" Vishal said but siddharth thought that sana took asim with her inside as asim was not there but this idiot didn't noticed that rashmi also was not there. Asim was in the washroom and rashmi went inside with sana. Siddharth's anger rose up again that she didn't even considered him to be this important that she can at least call him for help in a situation like this. He was feeling dejected but the main question was, why was he feeling that way?
Siddharth again walked out just then he heard asim saying,
"Aaram se aaram se darling lag jaegi"
He went back to see Asim holding sana's waist from one hand and her hand from the other hand and was getting her out of the confession room and rashmi was also there but her hands were full of medicines and first aid boxes so she couldn't help Sana but when siddharth saw asim's hand on sana's waist that's it he lost his calm, he felt a sudden adrenaline rush inside him to hold her and beat the hell out of Asim but he controlled himself but he couldn't control anymore when asim said
"Sana you can't walk yaar let me pick you up" and even before these words left his mouth siddharth quickly went to them and he picked sana holding her legs and her waist quickly but carefully making sure to not to hurt her and sana also wrapped her hands around his neck for support, sana was staring at him and Siddharth knew that she was staring but ignored her gaze and started walking towards their bed, he kept sana gently on the bed and was about to leave when sana held his hand, Siddharth looked at her to see her looking at him with hurtful eyes, siddharth thought that she will again manaofy him and will again pamper him but little did he knew that the sana who used to do all these was left behind and the one in front of him is just a broken girl who has felt dejected so many times even after supporting the ones who dejected her.
"Siddharth 2 minute yha baith kuch baat karni hai" sana said very slowly
"Sana yaar please dekh mai mood mai nahi hoon baat karne ke liye tujhe baat karni hai to apni masi aur sensible asim ko bula le vaise bhi tujhe to acha lagta haina jab tujhe touch karta hai vo Asim tabhi to kaise teri kamar pakade lekar aa raha tha haina you enjoy all this na tabhi to confession room mai bhi asim ko leke gayi mujhe ek baar bulaya tak nahi to ab ye drama mat kar attachment and all" Siddharth said in a flow but sana tch tch tch her heart which was broken in million pieces was now broken in trillion pieces, how could he even talk like that Siddharth didn't meant in that way he meant like sana likes when people who he hates give her attention but he chose wrong words which broke Sana.
" Bas siddharth bas bhot ho gaya yaar kisi cheez ki ek had hoti hai aur vo had tune aaj paar kardi insaan hoon mai bhi mujhe bhi hurt hota hai kitna karu mai tera har baar galti kisiki bhi ho self respect meri hi daav pe lagti hai bhenchod har kisine bola ki apni self respect upar rakho upar rakho par sabko sala ignore kar diya tere peeche ab to lagta hai sab sahi kehte hain galti teri nahi meri hai sala tere liye trophy tak harne ko ready thi hamesha tujhe sabse upar rakha game se bhi upar aur kya mila uske badle ye sab agar tera dost banke tujhse pyaar karke ye sab milta haina to mai teri dushman hi sahi sala kab tak sunti rahu nahi hota ab tere jo man mai aata hai tu bolta hai karta hai doosre ko kya feel hoga ye bhi nahi sochta par ab nahi abse tu alag mai alag na tera mujhse koi lena dena joki kabhi nahi tha aur na mera tujhse aur baba ji di mehr hoyi aur is hafte mai nikal gayi na to zindagi bhar tera chehra nahi dekhungi chahe har kisi se milu is Ghar mai par tujhse kabhi nahi aur fir bhi yahi mangungi ki tu show jeete aur tu bhi mere saath mat reh mai aisi hi hoon cheap characterless mujhe acha lagta hai jab ladke mujhe touch karte hai i enjoy all this i enjoy all this teri Galti nahi hai galti meri hai tujhpe itna bharosa kar baithi i deserve it" sana broke down in tears at the end this time she was genuinely hurt more than the physical pain her heart was paining and Siddharth was just standing quietly having tears in his eyes and he had no answer because sana said each and every word true. He was speechless, he was now realizing how badly he had hurt her this time. For the first time in his life he was regretting for his words his actions. Before he could say anything rashmi came inside and she got tensed seeing sana in tears she went and sat beside her and cupped her face
" Kya hua sana ku ro rahi hai baby" Rashmi asked caringly
Sana just wiped her tears and gave a small smile and said
" Kuch nahi bas vo thoda dard tha tu bata yaha kaise"
"Are vo confession room mai jab doctor tujhe check kar rahe the to tera ye bracelet vahi gir gaya tha aur sorry yaar bigg boss ne itna samaan dediya tha haath mai ki tujhe pakad nahi payi par thank god asim jaldi se aagaya aur usne tujhe sambhal liya ye le teri dawaiyan" Rashmi said giving her medicines but what sana said made siddharth shocked
"Rashmi ek help karde mera ye sab samaan please asim ke bed par rakhde mai vaha shift hori hoon aur please asim ko ek baar yaha bhej de bol dena sana ne bulaya hai" sana said making Siddharth shocked and rashmi nodded understanding her and left with her things and stuff to keep all at asim's bed. As soon as Rashmi left, siddharth asked sana in a breaking voice
"Confession room mai tere sath Rashmi gayi thi"
"Kya fark padta hai" sana said smiling sadly which pinched Siddharth's heart, he was feeling damn guilty to utter those words
"Tu tu bed shift kar rahi hai asim ke bed par ja rahi hai" siddharth said in a hoping voice that she will deny but sana was genuinely hurt
"Haan ab alag hona hi hai to ache se hi honge na ku sahi haina" sana said hurtfully
Before Siddharth could say asim came inside
"Haan sana tune bulaya" asim said smiling
"Haan asim tune mujhe bola tha na come to my bed so I'm coming" sana said making asim smile widely as he could see his plan working of his team becoming strong
"Waah yaar tune dil khush kar diya chal Aja" asim said and held Sana's hand and waist to support her and took her out of the captain room to his bed all this while siddharth was just quietly staring her going on asim's bed and asim supporting her and siddharth felt tear drops falling on his face. Yess the Siddharth Shukla was crying
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Next will be his realization and manaofy sana mission
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