Silas Jones| Sy
Miami, FL
3 days later

It's been only three days and all I could think about was Amir

Not just the amazing, hottest sex ever but him in general

Drug dealer? He knew Rashad? What else was he going to surprise me with?

I laid on my back after I got out of the shower still wrapped in my towel

Laying on the same bed he'd fuck with a gun with and I sucked his dick

I never liked opening up and I had no plan on opening up to him

Anybody can fuck just as amazing as he could

I just had to find him

I groaned and cupped my dick through the fowl and squeezed

I bit my lip at everything we did from the couch to the bed to the shower and back to the bed

He was too damn sexy for his own good and the way he owned me

I sucked my lip in and grabbed my dick and began to stroke it slowly

I spread my thighs apart and used my other hand to finger my hole that still left his presence

"mm.." I moaned softly and then began to stick two fingers in me and thrust them against my walls

I started stroking faster and moaning

"ugh...mm.." I moaned and groaned

This wasn't enough I needed him- I mean a dick not his

I stroked faster and faster until my hole constricted and my stomach tightened and I started to sweat

Lines of nut came out of me and I jerked off the bed and closed my eyes

"what have you done to me Amir.." I softly whispered

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"and i told him that I didn't want to see him anymore because, for fucks sake, he literally told me he beat off to his own father- i've done a lot of weird shit but never-

Silas" reign called my name and I looked up at him

"oh um yea" I cleared my throat

"everything's alright" he asked

"mm...no, not really" I said truthfully

Reign scooted closer to me and took the drink out of my hand

"talk to me- is about that nigga i seen in your house that one time" he asked and I sighed

"guess that's a yes- what's goin on with you two? you guys are datin right" he asked and I honestly didn't have an answer for him

"no.." I shook my head

"what? And why not- it's clear you guys like each other" he said and I looked at him surprisingly

"he likes me" I asked, I mean he said it before but I don't believe him

"yeah sure- i seen the way he looked at you when i was running my mouth about what happened to you- it's clear he cares"

"he doesn't though...i asked him a few days ago if we could be anything more but he didn't say anything" i tried to fight back the tears

"he could be afraid sy" he said

"afraid of fucking what reign?! he wasn't afraid to fuck me" I yelled

"did you ask him why he didn't say anything" he asked

"no" i gritted out

"all he said was there's a reason why he'd never be in a relationship again but that's not fair reign...that's not fair" i wiped away the tears and reign pulled me in for a hug

"shhh, it's okay" he patted me

If never been like this for someone id have sexual relations with

Probably 'family' but not partners

Well, he wasn't even my partner

That's probably why it was so difficult for me to take this in

I really wanted a relationship with him

"i love him reign.." i cried against reign

"i know and I know for a fact he does too- you guys just have to have a deep and honest conversation" reign smiled

"how do you know he feels the same way i do about him" i asked and furrowed my eyebrows

"because Silas- when you come across peoples path, you light their world up, you're funny, smart and a good man. you've never let anybody stop you from being you even after all the shit you've been through

Anybody you meet are lucky to even know your name sy- everyone loves you, I love you" he kissed my head and I gave a small smile

"maybe so but he doesn't" I pouted

"and if he doesn't? there's more men out there who'll love you for you and cherish you but i highly doubt he doesn't love you or like you

i can tell you right now- he does. ask him" he said and I shook my head

"he's been busy and i don't feel like talkin to him right now" i said and reign nodded

"well whenever yall do get the chance- slap him in the face and look him in the eye and tell him how you feel and if he doesn't reciprocate that, leave him alone" he said and looked me in the eye

I sucked in my lip

"okay" I said and we smiled at each other

"good- now let's eat and listen to my story this time" he said and i laughed

"okay" i shook my head and followed him into his kitchen