𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇 ━━━━━ champagne and sunshine

𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐞 ━━━━━━ kennedy thornton

Taking chances is something I've always strived to do. Playing it safe and living the normal kook life doesn't interest me. Keeping up an image and drowning myself in alcohol wasn't my life goal, it still isn't. My plan is to get out of here, I can't take this provincial life anymore, I need something new, I need substance. Everyday I'm slowly getting pushed further and further into the background. I'm not longer a person I'm just a shadow.

I may portray perfection on the outside, but that's what people want to see, that's not who I am. I hope one day I can show the real me, the ugly and the messy, not this perfect little kook Princess that everyone adores for how innocent and kind she is. People treat me as if I'm this porcelain doll that would shatter if they touched me the wrong way. But I'm not, sometimes I feel like I'm trapped on that shelf, painted smile on my lips, waiting for someone to play with me. Sometimes I wish someone would drop me and shatter me into a million pieces so I wouldn't have to live this life anymore. Because this safe little bubble is getting fucking annoying,

started: 𝟕/𝟏𝟒/𝟐𝟎
finished: 𝟕/𝟏𝟒/𝟐𝟎