
37| ᴀᴘᴏʟᴏɢʏ
Happy New Year guyss! ✨ 🌲
Sorry this is coming late, I resumed school just recently 😭 and it has been so stressful!
Enjoy!
ᴀᴍɪʀ ʟᴇᴏɴᴀʀᴅᴏ ꜱᴜʟᴛᴀɴɴ
Okay I was wrong.
The pressure didn't lighten shit.
The next day when I got to school, I spotted Rihanna and Empress. The saw me too and let's say it didn't go too well.
I tried to look for Justice in all of her favourite spots but I couldn't find her. I knew she was in school because her name was not in the absence chart. I decided to look for Dayo and Zayne to help me. Luckily I found them and they were not having any classes, it being a Friday and all.
"You finally decided to come out from your prison" Zayne drawled, twirling a pen round his finger lazily.
"Do you know where Justice is?" I asked worriedly.
"Blud you have a lot of explanation to do. What the hell did you do to the girl? I saw her coming in and she looked like walking dead." Dayo frowned.
"I'll explain. Just...do you know where she is now?"
Zayne and Dayo looked at each other.
"Her friends said you shouldn't come ten miles near her or they'll kill you. If Riri will do nothing, I doubt Empress will" Zayne replied.
I sighed and massaged my temple. A nasty headache was beginning to brew in the front of my head.
Just great.
"Help me guys." I pleaded. Dayo sighed while Zayne stared at me with those eyes of his. He continued to twirl the pen round his hand and for a moment I could feel the tension in the air.
"Why did you do it Amir?" He asked softly.
"I..." I trailed off. To be honest I didn't know why I did it. I didn't know why I broke the heart of the girl I claimed to love...the girl I still love.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
"I don't know why. Maybe it was the fear of losing my position, you guys know what my father would do to me if I lost it...the fear drove.me to do what I did. I'm sorry but please help me" I rambled.
Dayo stood up and jammed his hands in his pockets.
"I have practice now, she's in the garden. You better apply sense this time Amir. No fuck ups" he said coldly. I nodded my head and stared at Zayne. He scoffed under his breath and dropped the pen in one swift movement.
"Go" he said softly.
That was all the encouragement I needed.
I left the class faster than you could say Jack Robinson. With every step I took to the garden, my heart beat faster and faster. I was literally shaking. I chuckled without humour at the thought of a whole head boy who was feared by all, shaking at the thought of approaching someone.
As I drew near, I heard a soft singing voice coming from the garden. It was beautiful and flowed into my ears like liquid honey.
Who has this entrancing voice?
I got there to see Justice, sitting on the pavement with her back to me.
I gulped and nearly ran back.
Her voice was even more alluring now. I didn't recognize the song she was singing, but her voice made the song extra beautiful.
How could someone be this perfect?
How could you let go of someone this perfect?
I enjoyed the bliss of listening to her voice, forgetting my reason for coming here. I sat down quietly behind her and sighed softly.
Then she stopped.
Without thinking, I clapped for her. She turned around at the speed of light.
It hit me.
The small smile on her face wiped off upon seeing me. Her eyes became so cold, I literally felt the shivers. She glared at me with so much hate that I was almost scared to go close to her.
"You...You have a nice voice" I said softly and stood up. She stood up and ignored me. While she was gathering her things, I saw the veins pop out in her arms.
"Justice...I'm sorry. Please, let me explain..." I said again. She ignored me again and threw her backpack over her back. She turned to leave but I threw away my fear and held her wrist. She recoiled and eyed me with contempt.
"What?! Please let go of me." She snapped.
"Justice please" I whispered, trying not to hurt her but also maintain a firm grip at the same time.
"Please what? I don't know you sir, so kindly let go of me before I report you for harassment" she said coldly.
Damn...
"Justice I know you know it's me. I love you, God please...just...just stop struggling and listen to me. Please...I need you... please take me back" I whispered. God, I was willing to beg her to take me back, i wasn't about to lose this rare gem again.
"Take me back? TAKE ME BACK?" She yelled. I winced but kept my hold on her hand in place.
Fuck it, she was livid.
I opened my mouth to say something but she beat me to it.
She laughed.
I know her and I definitely knew that that laugh wasn't a nice one.
"Listen to yourself Amir. You want me to take you back after everything? Are you stupid or you just want to be plain evil this morning? You fucking broke me! You chose Keisha over me! You claim to love me but you didn't even pass stage one of the fucking relationship."
"Justice I-"
"Shut up! Stay the fuck away from me okay?" She whimpered. By this time the anger in her eyes had dissolved to raw sadness.
I felt evil
Heck I was evil!
"Isime please..." I murmured. Tears spilled from her eyes and the sharp pain that shot through my heart was enough to bring me to my knees.
I broke her.
I broke her.
I fucking broke her!
"No Amir" she said sadly. "I'm not taking you back. I will forgive you, but I won't take you back"
No!
No!
No!
No!!!
"I love you" I was at the verge of breaking down now, my legs were shaking badly.
She looked at me as I said those three words. What I saw in her eyes made me bite back a groan of pain.
She was angry, hurt, broken..I hurt her...she didn't deserve this..
She calmly stepped out of my embrace.
"Then I'm sorry" she whispered as she stared at the ground.
".... because I don't love you anymore"
Cries in skr skr 😭😭
What is Happening? The #Jamir ship has sunk so soon?
I feel so bad for our couple mehn...look at where one mistake has landed both of them.
Do you think Justice hates Amir?
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