Pond noticed the change in Phuwin's body as he relaxed, and he continued to gently rub his hips, trying to soothe him

"That's better" he whispered, his breath hitting Phuwin's neck, making him shiver "You don't have to act cool to impress me." pond said with a smirk "I'm not trying to we've been boyfriends for 4 years you actually think I care about that?" I said stating a fact "No, I know you don't care at this point. But I just want to see a genuine reaction from you, you don't have to hide anything from me." As he spoke, his hands continued to caress my hips, moving from my hip to my waist and then up to my shoulders.

"I'm not hiding anything pond" I said Pond could detect the hint of a lie in Phuwin's words, but he decided to entertain it nonetheless.

"Are you sure about that? Because I can tell there's something you're keeping from me"

Pond's hands continued to wander on Phuwin's body, his fingers tracing along Phuwin's collarbone, his touch gentle yet possessive it's not like I would be sexually crazy over his touch it just felt comforting but how to tell him that? Pond could sense that Phuwin was finding comfort in his touch, but he also knew there was something more there.

"You like this, don't you?" Pond whispered, his breath hot on Phuwin's neck, his hand still tracing on his collarbone His fingers went a bit lower, reaching the open top buttons of his shirt "I do but not in the way you think." I said "what do you mean, not in the way I think?" pond asked "well it just feels nice, I like being with you because I'm afraid that something could happen." I said looking at pond, as I spoke, Pond felt a pang in his heart. It was unexpected, but he appreciated my vulnerability.

"I understand," Pond whispered, his hands still caressing my body, now coming up to cup my face. "But you don't have to be afraid when I'm here. I'll always be with you." "Thank you." I smiled and pond returned the smile "you don't need to thank me. I'll always be here for you. no matter what." pond said placing a kiss on my forehead.

the bell rang again and we laughed and went back to class.

it was an awkward but cute moment together.

the teacher told us to write notes so we did that, I payed attention to what the teacher said but couldn't help noticing pond was looking at me through the corner of my eye.

I looked at pond and he smiled at me before looking back at the board.

how did I get a beautiful boy like this?