{Best if you watch the amv above ;)}

"I'm sorry Mr. Winchester.. your husband is dead.."

"We're terribly sorry Mr. Winchester, but we couldn't save your brother's life."

"Cas?? Cas please..answer me..please don't tell me you..
died like all of them..."

I wonder why bad luck always appears in the days I was supposed to be happy..

I know I can't blame the doctors or the other people that just tried to help...

So I put it all on me

It's like someone cursed me to be like this..to not enjoy life forever..

Should I just give up?? Go back to Heaven?? Leave my duty as a hunter??

I've seen people die..people I care for suffer.. and it hurts me so much..

I can never change the past.. But I can prepare for the future..though I don't know what my future is

Did I did everything I could??

Gave all my best for the people I love??

They say that there's a lot to live for... but what if all those things and persons suddenly disappear and die too??

I can't keep holding on..

I get tired too..

I have feelings like you guys do...

Dear God, what am I supposed to do..

I wish I could be strong for them...for all of them..

They didn't have to die...

Why..why..why?!

Then it was just a dream..

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*cries* Guys...I-I had a bad dream