Okay so..I've come up with a decision to..leave again.

I asked my kids if they were okay with it

Samantha told me that she was alright and excited to go to France again

I also asked her if she wants to become a model and she eventually said yes.

As for Alex, as long as he gets to see _-Royalty-_ and many other chicks, he'll be okay with it

But he'd like to see his father tho King-Of-Death

John thinks it's sweet to be in France again. It'll be a good break for him before he goes to College.

I asked him one time about whether he's really gay or not...he told me that he wasn't so sure yet

And with the now stubborn and hard-headed Charlie, she said it was fine to go to France. But I know deep inside her that she doesn't want to leave especially because of his father

"Charlie..we need to talk."

"About what Papa??"

"Your daddy.."

"...Leave me alone."

"I love him and I know you love him too. So you can stay if you want."

"I want to be with him...but at the same time, I don't want to leave you..UGH WHY CAN THE TWO OF YOU JUST GET OVER WITH THIS DRAMA??"

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I already packed the luggage

Paid for a private jet

Went to my doctors for a check-up

They gave me tons of anti-depression medicine which I understand why.

It's actually hard for me to do this thing..believe me or not...

But then I thought of the triplets which made me stop for a while..

No...I'd fix everything before I go..I'd fix my relationship with Mikey..

With Cas and Sam..

With my family..

Michael I won't let you die and struggle on your own...

All of you..

I'll fight beside you guys 'til the end..

So if any of you tries to kill themselves..

Without another word I will smack you in the head and save you.

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