I still try to figure out why we act like that

I say a lot more than I want

You listen to it and wait for more

We joke about kissing, touching and much more

And even though for you it's just a joke

In my heart again something new awoke

I don't know what is that suppose to mean

But oh how I just want to lean

Towards you so close

My heart acts like it knows

That this feeling shouldn't be

That there won't ever exist you and me

I can't help it but let myself fantasize

Just a little more before my mind realize

That it's not healthy nor fair

I grab my hair

So hard that I almost cry

And the only thing I ask is "why?"