I felt like i was living in another dimension at that right moment , my head was so dizzy and i felt like my head was going go explode

" Rüya did you wake up , doctor " i heared daniela shout but i couldn't open my eyes .

I could only open my eyes a slight little bit and my view was still blurry . I felt pain on my abdomen and it just hit me that i gave birth and i immediately opened my eyes

" where is he ? Where is my prince " i said trying to gather my power .

" He - he is now in a difficult condition " she couldn't continue as the door opened .

" Continue " i said as my eyes pierced into daniela's . She looked at the doctor who approached me

" Our prince was born 1 month earlier and it is very dangerous , he is in a critical condition where he needs care 24/7 " the doctor explained as she took the cover off me

" and for you , you can't do any activities that will drain you " she said wanting to take my dress off but i immediately flinched

" i can't sit here , where is my prince bring it to me " i spoke was i decided to get up but pain hit me again

" and mehmed ? What happened to him . Who died " i asked as i remembered what happened last night

"His majesty has executed şehzade mustafa , his highness is safe . He is marching towards the capital to bury the late prince mustafa " i gasped in shock but at the same time i felt relieved .

" thank you god " i said putting my hand on my chest and breathed slowly .

" But sultanim , hurrem sultan has ordered you to stay here . The naming ceremony of the prince was already done " i looked at her shocked .

" How ? How can it happen . Why wasn't i there " i asked dumbfounded .

" Sultanim after the early birth your body was tired and we drugged you to gey more rest so that led you to sleep for two days "the doctor said and i mentally slapped myself .

" what is his name ? " it felt weird to ask this question because i had to know before anyone else .

" Our prince was named ibrahim , şehzade ibrahim " i knew mehmed had a great taste and that shows . I loved the name so much

" You will be able to stand up without pain for another two days and then you can meet your son " the doctor said as she stood up , she bowed to me before leaving .

I didn't care about my new title or any of this i just wanted to hug my beloved mehmed and see my son .

" what does he look like " i said asking daniela who gave me a warm smile .

" He has dark brown eyes and light brown hair , he looks more like his father " my eyes got teary after her description .

I really wanted to see him and hold him between my arms .

" How is mahidevran sultan " i asked worriedly and her expression changed

" she is so depressed she keeps shouting or having panic attacks on the harem " i felt so sorry for her , i didn't know for what reason the sultan did this

" If you see her ,your heart will ache believe me " i daniela said with a sad tone and it saddened me  .

" I just wanna know what is mehmee doing ? He must feel so sad for his brother " i said covering myself with a blanket .

" But if you think about it now şehzade mehmed had no competition " i looked at her and let out a chuckle

" Mehmed is so kindhearted you don't know ,he is so sensitive . He won't think about this " i explained to her .

Me and daniela kept chatting but my mind was in another dimension i just wanted to reunite with my small family .