TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of abuse of alcohol and drugs so please if it makes you uncomfortable, don't read. If you need help or someone to talk to my DM are open❤️

Sonny POV
I was blasting the music in my room while I decided what to wear tonight. I was undecided between 2 outfits so I stood in front of my mirror with the cigarette I was smoking in between my fingers to decide.
Then I barely heard a knock and I said to whoever it was to come in.
"Sonny- jeez how to you breathe in here..." Andy walked in coughing due to the smoke.
"Oh sorry, I forgot you have asthma" I walked over to the window to open it.
"Whatever...I came here cuz I need to know when you're gonna leave so we can organize the filming and the other stuff to do"
"Actually I'm leaving now but I have to choose an outfit" I said asking him for help.
"This one cuz I love that hoddie" he said pointing at one of the outfits.
Then he left the room and I got dressed.

When I walked downstairs the boys said a quick bye but Andy whispered something quickly into my ear.
"Don't come back too late and be careful..."
"Andy, I'm not a baby, don't worry" I reassured him.

Then I walked towards my boyfriend's house, yep I have a boyfriend. We met a while ago and his name is Matt.
He organized this party at his house and I asked the boys if I could go even tho we have stuff to do.
I'm lucky cuz I have the best friends in the world and I know that they don't really like Matt, mostly Andy for some reason, but they are still supportive.

When I arrived, there were already a bunch of people and after searching for a bit, I found Matt.
"Hey babe!" he kinda yelled through the room.
I could tell he was drunk since he couldn't standstill.
"How much have you drank already?" I asked holding him by the waist so he wouldn't fall.
"Not much...but don't be boring Sonnyyy...we are doing cocaine now"
"No you already had enough tonight" I said pulling him towards the sofa.
"Leave me! I want to do it and you're not gonna stop me!" he started to struggle in my arms.
I tried to hold him still cuz he was too drunk but he hit me in the face while trying to get away from me. I let go and looked at him shocked.
Matt isn't violent, he does drugs and he drinks but he never hit me and I know he's drunk now but it still hurt me.
I let him go away and a wave of sadness overwhelmed me. I sat on the couch and I felt tears on my cheeks when a girl sat next to me and handed me some white powder.
"I'm sorry for the bruise near your eye and take it, I know you need it" she tried to convince me but it wasn't my first time.
I started a few months ago when Matt met those 'friends'.
I inhaled through my nose and I started to feel better already.
I looked at the ceiling and I felt like I wasn't there mentally, I felt like I was floating.
I did a couple more lines and I felt so good, for once all my worries were gone. Matt was gone, the stupid problems in my life were gone and I felt at peace.
The girl that gave me the cocaine left so I went to get more of it.
I asked everyone but nothing so I tried to look upstairs, I regretted it right after.

I saw Matt with a girl...a fucking GIRL.
I left right away and on the way out, I snatched some drugs from someone but who gives a shit at this point, my gay boyfriend cheated on me with a random bitch.
He was always the one against cheating and a few times he got mad cuz I was too close with the boys or Andy. He also promised that he would never cheat and here we are, he probably didn't even notice my presence there.

I ran towards home and went straight to my room, I didn't want to see any of the boys.
I put on some music and started to inhale. I lost track of time and count of how many lines I took but I didn't have any energy left to even think about it.
I was numb on the ground, completely gone with my back against the bed and for a second I thought it was the end but something popped on my mind.
It was Andy.
Andy has been my best friend for a lifetime and he's always been there for me. I remembered that once I had a crush on him and I think that I still like him but who doesn't, he's perfect.
I smiled at the thought and I started to feel my eyes getting heavy. I knew that I shouldn't fall asleep but I couldn't help it so I did it anyway thinking about Andy...my only hope at this point.

Andy POV
Sonny left to go to his boyfriend's house while we worked on a couple of songs.
While we were working, I wasn't focused cuz I kept thinking of Sonny.
I don't like Matt at all and I knew something was off. Sonny started to act weird and sometimes he pushes me away, I'm still confused about that but I decided to not overthink it.
"Andy are you still here with us? you didn't say anything yet and usually, you have tons of ideas" Rye said and everyone looked at me concerned.
"Yeah sorry...I think we should do a little cover and in the meanwhile, we can work on an original"  I suggested.
"I think that is a great idea. Me and Rye can start working on the cover while you and Jack think about something for the new song" Brook said.
We did as planned but I had to grab my notebook with all my songs concepts and lyrics so I went upstairs to my room.
From the hallway I heard soft music coming from Sonny's room, maybe he forgot to turn it off before leaving, so I went in to turn it off but what I saw scared me to death.

Sonny was on the floor against his bed barely alive so I ran towards him quickly. I scanned his body and noticed that he was still breathing but a big bruise was near his eye.
"Sonny...Sonny!" I said aloud his name while patting his cheeks to wake him up but nothing.
I checked his pulse to make sure he was still there and he was but I felt that he was fading away from me.
I screamed form help while hot tears escaped my eyes.
I held him close to me and repeated myself that he was going to be ok.
Rye was the first to arrive and asked worried what happened.
"Call an ambulance! Now!" I yelled while crying my eyes out.
"Brook, Jack call an ambulance! Quick!" Rye ordered the two boys downstairs as I asked.
He kneeled next to me and tried to calm me down.
"Andy, what happened?"
"I-I don't know. I f-found him like this and...and..." I couldn't finish my sentence as I broke down in Rye's arms while still holding Sonny.
"It's ok. He's gonna make it, he's a strong guy" Rye calmed me with hit soothing voice.
"The ambulance is almost here. What-" Jack said out of breath from the running.
"What happened here?" Brook joined a moment later.
"Is it what I think it is?" Jack asked picking up a small plastic bag from the floor near where I found Sonny.
"Why didn't I see it coming?" I cried while looking at Sonny's face.
"It's not your fault Andy..." Brook said resting his hand on my shoulder.
"We will talk about it later, now we have to bring him downstairs" Rye commanded.
Both him and Jack picked Sonny up and the ambulance arrived just in time.
They allowed only one person on it so I went with them while the boys followed closely with the car.

Time skip -a few days later-
I lost count of the days we spent here but probably about 3-4 days. I spent all the time at the hospital next to Sonny waiting for him to wake up from his coma.
We found out that he had an overdose and if I didn't arrive in time he probably wouldn't have been able to make it.
When we got the news all of us didn't know how to react. Brook blamed himself cuz he hasn't been that present for his best friend, Rye and Jack looked emotionless but deep down I knew they were broken and I was shattered.
I knew something was off but I didn't ask him if everything was ok, he was falling apart right in front of me and I was completely blind.
The boys tried to get me out of that hospital room but I refused to left Sonny, almost like I was scared something bad would happen again.
So the 3 boys did turns to keep me company while I stayed the whole time waiting for Sonny to wake up.

On the 5th day, Sonny finally woke up and it was 4 am but I was so happy and relieved that he was back.
A bunch of doctors and nurses rushed in the room and I had to wait outside but when they were done, I sat on the chair next to him and held his hand.
"I'm sorry Andy..." Sonny almost whispered and I missed his soft voice a lot.
"Shh...it's ok. The important thing is that now you're ok and back here with us" I said rubbing my thumb on his knuckles.
"You stayed here for the whole time?" he asked a bit hesitant.
"Yep. I stayed here 5 days non stop. I couldn't have left you" I said with a weak smile.
"I don't deserve someone like you" Sonny said under his breath but I heard it.
"Hey, it's not true. You deserve me but I have to tell you something...Matt didn't come to visit you. Probably he doesn't even know cuz we didn't call him but if you want I can call him now..." I rambled a bit at the end.
"No. I don't want to see him" Sonny said firmly.
I arched a brow confused.
"He was drunk that night and that's why I have that bruise near my eye. He also cheated and he's part of the reasons while I ended up here in a coma. So no, I don't want to see him...never again" Sonny confessed.
A tear wet my cheek cuz I couldn't believe what I heard, that piece of shit.
"Andy don't cry. He's an asshole but it's also my fault, I'm a complete disaster but I'll get better...I promise" he stroke my cheek after wiping away my tears.
I leaned in at his soft touch and just nodded at his statement.
"I'll be next to you during the whole time but please the next time tell me if something is wrong. I got so fucking scared that night and I thought I lost you"
"I know and I'm sorry" Sonny said looking down.
"Matt is an asshole as you said. I've always thought that and I swear that I'm gonna kill him for what he did to you but my main worry now is you and only you" I said making Sonny look at my eyes.
I got so lost in them and for a second I looked at his lips but I knew it wasn't the right moment. I will wait till he gets better but for now, I'll stay next to him and support him no matter what.

We ended up cuddling on the bed and I helped Sonny fall asleep by humming a soft melody.

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Note*
I just found out that I had this in my drafts but ok. Also don't know why but I'm writing pretty dark and sad stories so sorry for that but it's a Sandy one since someone wanted more Sandy.
Probably no one cares but lately my best friend have been weird around me and I found out he has a crush but he doesn't want to tell who it is...I'm scared.🙈