02:41 a.m

to: kenma♡
sometimes i cant believe im still breathing

sometimes i wonder if its even worth staying alive

and then i remember you

i remember who i am living for

im living for you

for us.

the moment we first spoke, you became part of me

so i have to fight for both of us to keep us alive.

you want me alive

i know you do

there is still one thing that keep bugging me though

have you

...

have you forgiven me?

have you forgotten my wrongdoings?

am i finally free of my sins?

i still don't know

and i keep thinking about it

i want to believe that you have forgiven me

i want to believe

in us.

in you.

...

and i still miss you.

im still coping.

there are days now where i find myself strong.

but there are times like these where i get weak again.

that's just being human, right?

i miss you.

and i love you.

forever and always.

my heart wants to come home to you.

delivered.