01:31 a.m

to: kenma♡
im changing

i hate to admit it

but i am.

i forgot about you

for a few hours today.

i was so focused on my presentation

that i ended up jamming to music

and i

didn't think of you once.

i dont know if that's bad or good

but i hate it

and yet still i know

that i should accept it.

you would tell me

to forget about you entirely

expung you from my brain

and continue going

you would tell me to throw away

all the memories i have of you

and be happy

...

♡

every time i think about my future

i am uncertain

because i would rather meet death

than live a life without remembering you.

delivered.