03:08 a.m

to: kenma♡
...

i can't sleep

[kenma♡ missed your call.]

kenma

are you sleeping?

you wouldn't be

i know you

you would be playing games at this hour or watching a show

and you would have your phone tucked away

to avoid getting spam messaged by me

right?

[kenma♡ missed your call.]

kenma

please answer

these nights

these nights are so tough on me

i keep staring at the sky

wondering

if you are looking at the same sky as me

i keep on glancing to the end of my street

just to see your blinds shut

why are they always shut

kenma

[kenma♡ missed your call.]

kenma please

just one text

one text

tell me im annoying

tell me to go away

tell me anything

a dot will be fine

a blank message

kenma

[kenma♡ missed your call.]

half a second of your time is enough for me

anything is enough for me

i just need to know youre okay

i need to stop beating myself up over my choices

i keep thinking

if i was there

would things be different

or is this fate i couldn't change

tell me

if i was there

would you be in my arms right now?

could i feel you breathing calmly?

your heart beating?

[kenma♡ missed your call.]

kenma please

im begging you

tell me im awful

i need you to tell me

it was my fault

it was all me

i will never be able to move on

how would i ever let you go

when i love you so much

so much it hurts

[kenma♡ missed your call.]

kenma would you

please forgive me

and tell me

to never move on

i wont

i will never

you wouldn't want me to

right?

you want me to keep loving you

and only you

and i will

you're my only one

please

say anything

something

make me feel

anything...

anything is fine.

delivered.