me when steve said 'earth just lost her best defender'

i'm still emotionally devastated, and i'm fairly certain i will continue to be until avengers four makes everything even worse.

you've been warned, i'm being emo and this is not a supportive rant in the slightest, but, since when has this ever been supportive sksksk

here's some sad little observations about infinity war that are so soul destroying that i want thanos to throw me off a cliff-

all credits to original tweets!

i hate this beyond words. i hate this so so so much. my heart is aching.

loki's death was so horrible. everyone pointing out the amount of pain he must have been in genuinely makes my heart hurt. him and thor deserved better than this.

thor deserves to kill thanos and that's all i have to say.

...he's cradling his head. goodbye-

if peter and tony don't get to reunite in avengers four then i'm not going-

FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK THIS

i cannot even put into words how terrified i was that they were going to leave tony in space... and look what they did, i'm still mad-

i know the original avengers are left for a reason, but imagine if tony faded away too. i would have died in the cinema. him surviving was literally the only reason i didn't die.

but i don't know if it's worse because he's alone with nebula in space. i'm so upset.

that's my baby. i'm distraught-

i would DIE. i cannot explain to you how badly i want starmora back-

i'm trying to think of all the horrible ways avengers four could begin, because, personally, nothing could be worse than loki dying in the first five minutes-

i really hope there's not a long time gap between infinity war and avengers 4 (i saw someone suggest avengers 4 takes place FOUR YEARS later,, no thankyou).

but i don't want to imagine peter in the soul dimension for any longer than necessary. i don't need that on my conscious.

i guess the opening to avengers 4 all depends as to where captain marvel ends. i'm pumped for her solo film and they HAVE to drop a trailer soon because i'm already feeling deprived of marvel content.

the intro to avengers 4 will probably involve her in some way.

honestly, imagine when footage from avengers 4 drops, we are ALL going to die.

i doubt they're going to show all of the heroes who faded away in trailers and promotion, because they're still probably trying to make us believe they're dead, but, russos, we been knew.

ANOTHER THING that makes me unreasonably emotional is the fact that some actors have filmed their last scenes as their characters. like, realistically, chris evans will probably never play steve again. and i'm not okay with that at all-

i'm sorry this was a messy ass rant but i needed to get my emotions out,