"I..." I was speechless. I didn't know what to say.

"That i-is not t-true." I stuttered trying to defend myself even though I knew I was caught.

"How long are you going to lie?" His voice was weak. It came out as a whisper while tears kept flowing down his rosy cheeks. Sobs left his plump lips. His hand was on his chest near his heart indicating how much he was hurt. I felt bad seeing him like that but I had already done what I shouldn't have.

"I am sorry," I whispered.

"I don't need your apology. I just need to know why did you cheat on me? Did I ever do something wrong or did I not give enough effort in this relationship?"

I wanted to say that he was the best boyfriend one could ask for and it was my fault but I chose otherwise.

"You never paid any attention to me," I yelled "You were not like this before marriage. After our marriage, you started spending most of your time practising or in the studio."

A few more choked sobs left his mouth. "Seriously...I thought...you understood me. I thought you knew why I was working extra hard. I thought you knew that my company did not allow us to date but I married you. I thought you knew that I had to work harder than ever to prove that you were not a distraction."

Guilt. Was that what I was feeling at that moment? Everything happening in his life was related to me while everything in my life was about me. I had always been a selfish person but I had no idea that my selfishness will break the heart of the only person who cared about me.

"I am sorry. I don't know why I did what I did but please don't leave me. I need you, my child needs you and we don't know for sure whether this is Namjoon's child. It could be yours too. We could do a paternity test. Please don' leave." Scoffing at my words, he aggressively wiped his tears away and said, "It doesn't matter whose child it is. You cheated on me and that's a good enough reason to leave you. If you want support then talk to Namjoon and if he doesn't agree, which he obviously won't because his parents are arranging his marriage soon, then I would give you monetary support. I will send you money every month and being a gentleman I won't kick a pregnant woman out instead I will go out." Saying that he left, closing the door loudly.