NOW PLAYING —— norman fucking rockwell,
lana del rey.

"your head in your hands as
you colour me blue."

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YOU SIGHED for the fifth time that day, watching the evil entity (Kaiser) type away on his laptop, more specifically on your shared document that you'd be presenting at the end of the semester.

He heard your sound of distress as he focused his attention on you, looking at you through the opening of his glass spectacles.

"Is something bothering you?" He inquired in an awfully soft tone, one that made your stomach churn ambiguously.

"No, nothing...just wondering how I got into this situation honestly." You stared at him, although you looked so deep in thought, it sounded like you were talking to yourself.

He examined your features like a lovesick man admiring his lover, dashing looks and velvet hair that swayed with such elegance it through him off his balance. Needless to say, you were absolutely beautiful, even though you didn't think you were.

"You're beautiful." He says breathless. He means it, that dazed look in his eyes couldn't fool even a blind man with his guardian dog. He states it like a fact, but to you, it was as though you were talking to a drunkard who was spewing his inebriated thoughts.

"Huh???.." You looked at him puzzled, turning left and right to check if there wasn't another presence you had yet to know of.

"Are you silly? I'm talking to you." He smiles, amused at your reaction as though you'd won the lottery.

"I'm not beautiful." You looked away shyly, your voice beginning to decrease in volume and now meek. It was like a predator hunting its prey.

"You are. More than you know." He states bluntly, and you can't seem to fathom how straight forward this man is. No wonder he picks up girls like a claw machine.

"Thank you, I guess." You give him a short smile. You were extremely flattered by the compliment, maybe a little too flattered. You felt your stomach flutter for the second time that morning, again the feeling causing you to question where your passion really laid.

"Do you live alone? You don't seem to have your parents around." He announced while inspecting the spacious room, there was no sign of familial relations, no pictures, no gifts, no silly little notes on the fridge. It was like you had no parents.

"They don't live with me." You said while picking at your nails, showing your discomfort overtly, hoping he'd catch on and not pry further.

"Oh." He replied quietly, seemingly realising the situation and retreats his fingers back to his keyboard.

You sigh in relief for the first time that day, you never talked much about your feelings and you would like to keep it that way. But something about Kaiser made you want to tell him. Like he'd know. Like he'd understand.

It made you sick that you were warming up to him. You knew you were. It was the same feeling when you became close to Akari, Isagi and the rest of your friends. But this time it was slightly different. You didn't feel flustered or intimidated by them.

"You're interesting." You say absentmindedly to yourself, however he had just about caught the soft whisper from your lips.

"How so?" He took off his glasses, lending you an ear and a penny for your thoughts.

"Well, I don't know much about you. No one else seems to either, from what I've seen. You're known but unknown at the same time. It's eerie but not in a bad way." You ramble on, spilling whatever cursed thoughts you had in your mind about the man in front of you.

"Well...what would you like to know about me? It's not like I do it on purpose, I'm just not exactly an open book. Plus nobody ever really wants to get to know me." He remarked, you could feel the solemn undertone in his words.

"I want to get to know you. As insufferable as you may be, you're not that bad of a friend." You murmured, a hint of rose adorned the apple of your cheek as you angled your face so that he wouldn't see it.

But you should've known better.

He turns your face towards him, relishing in your well-sculptured features, memorisation beholds his azure eyes.

"You're so cute." He whispers against your temple and you could've sworn you had started to see the pearly gates of heaven.

in honour of the day (kaisers birthday) i decided to publish a chapter!!!!! lmk what u guys thinks also thank u guys sm for 3k on yeoubi and 15 flipping thousand on fluorescent adolescents!!🩷🩷

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